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WHAT IS SELF-FORGIVENESS?

https://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

Quotes:

This ‘character-creation’ of ourselves originated from and of the moment we as substance separated ourselves into and as an innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities, where substance took on the character of “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than ME as HERE”.  And so within the creation/manifestation of that character from and of itself – Substance accordingly manifested/created the embodiments/manifestations of that character from, within and as itself that manifested as the MORE of itself as all the manifested/accumulated manifested-singularities into and as which it separated itself creating/manifesting the Illusion of MORE. And so separated itself from HERE into and as the accumulation of and as Energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive the MORE it separated itself from itself as HERE.

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/first-creation-of-character-day-79.html

All of us are walking around like zombies – following the thoughts in our minds and putting on the suites of the characters as our minds guide us to the next suite to wear and the next and the next. Yet all this time we are trapped within and as our mind were we are trying to live out the thoughts as characters that come up within and as ourselves. We fight for the survival of our characters as ‘it is mine’, ‘it is who I know myself as’ and ‘nothing you can say or do will change that’ is the backchat that arises when the suite as characters are challenged within and as self.

We have moments of opportunities to dent our characters to allow ourselves and another as ourselves to stop living as characters and to allow ourselves to take a breathand be here within and as the moment that is here.

The Different Characters and Personality Suites:

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/p/timeline.html

Day 16: Who am I

Day 17: Who am I – Self Forgiveness statements

Day 18 Who am I – Self commitment statements 

While growing up and reaching an age where we are able to leave home, we go in search for ourselves. Some people believe that within travelling the world we are able to find out who we are, yet others go charging into the world system where they believe that they have found who they are, just to find out later that we still feel like we are lacking some aspect within our lives. We are in constant search of the ‘I’ of self – seeking through external sources of seeking glamour, fame, passion, hardship, work, pleasure,pain, experiences where we can then finally say I know who I am. Yet it doesn’t matter how many experiences we have we are never able to allocate this ‘who am I’ part of ourselves.

But have we considered the simplicity of just looking at who self is in every moment to see and understand who self is? The thoughts, words and deeds of one’s expression are able to show to self who self is in every moment of every breath.

By looking at the thoughts that we have we are able to determine who we are as an accepted expression of oneself. Are my thoughts focussed on self-interest? Are my thoughts focussed on fashion? Are my thoughts focussed on my relationships with others? Are my thoughts focussed on survival? Are my thoughts focused on my desires? What are the nature of my thoughts? Are they defenceful, deceitful, desirable, lustful. It is within the nature of our thoughts that we are able to see what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become and it is within the nature of our thoughts that we are able to see the “I am” as an accepted expression of oneself.

The words that we speak is a dual reality as we filter and manipulate the words that we speak to ensure that what it is that we are saying is being perceived in the light within which it is that we wish to express in a given moment. The filters of “I don’t want to be pretentious”/ “I don’t want to them to look strangely at me” / “I want to fit in” / “I want them to like me” / “Is this an acceptable expression” / “I don’t want to look stupid” / “I don’t want them to get angry with me” / etc. are all filters that we use to tone down our thoughts and manipulate the words that we speak into a language that we believe is acceptable and would fall on others ears within the light within which we would like to be perceived.

It is only when our thoughts are dishonest in their nature which we would not  like others to know that our thoughts are dishonest that we use these filters to present the information within what we perceive to be acceptable to others.

Our deeds are similar to the words that we speak; it is part of our expression of ourselves within the external world. We are able to manipulate ourselves to express within our deeds something differently to what it is that we are feeling / experiencing also because of the filters that we have within and as ourselves. So for instance we will ‘do something’ because our filters tell us that is it ‘the right’ thing to do, our filters tell us that ‘others will perceive us’ as a ‘good person’, that others will perceive us the way within which we would like them to perceive us.  Our deeds are what it is that we will ‘allow’ ourselves to express within the physical world.

Our deeds and words and thus never ‘who we are’ as an accepted expression of ourselves. It is only the part of ourselves that we are willing for others to see and this part of ourselves are also manipulated in such a way that suite the way that we want others to see ourselves within and as.

Changing who we are as an expression of ourselves starts with aligning our thoughts, words and deeds to be one and the same expression. Not allowing ourselves to manipulate the thoughts that express themselves as words and deeds within the physical reality, but to instead change who we are through self forgiveness and self corrective application to change who we are in fact as a living expression of ourselves to be able to stand in front of another person as ourselves as a complete expression of who we are with no filters required as we have no more to hide as we are living the self-corrective application as an expression of ourselves into the physical reality.

Day 17: Who am I – Self Forgiveness statements

This blog is in continuation to Day 16: Who am I

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have the belief that in order to find me I have to go searching for myself in external experiences, and thus through this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separatemyself from myself in search of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in order to find myself that I have to go searching for who I am instead of realising that I am here in every breath, being able to see who I am requires me to look at who I am in every breath.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that who I am is evident within the nature of the thoughts that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as.

I forgive myself that I have placed emphasis on the external world and how people perceive me, instead of looking at who I am in every breath and realising that who I am is not determined by external forces.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself through not realising and understanding that the nature of the thoughts that I have are constantly showing and representing to me who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see / realise and understand that the nature of my thoughts are the nature of who I am as an accepted expression of what I have become.

I forgive myself that I have separated my words from who I am hiding behind the filters that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilise in order for me to present a presentation  of myself that is not in fact who I am, but is instead a presentation of what I would others like to see me as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate the thoughtswithin and as myself in order to speak the words that I have measured up to be acceptable to others and thus I am never able to see who I am within the physicalexpression of words as I have filtered my words to be a presentation of what I have perceived others would agree with and be satisfied with.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that when I am in a heated argument – the truth of who I am comes out over my lips as words, as this truth as myself is no longer able to be held back by my filters that I have accepted and allowed myself to use to keep up my presentation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I am dishonest within using filters to present to another who I would like them to see me as, as I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the thoughts that I have show me the truth of the nature of who I am, and it is in fact me fearing facing who I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the nature of the thoughts that I have accepted and allowed to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself as who I am from my deeds as physical expressions within this world.

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to unify my thoughts, words and deeds as one living expression of myself, allowing myself to stand within the expression of oneness and equality within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that expressing myself as words and deeds using the filters that I have accepted and allowed, is in fact a dishonest expression within and as myself as I am only expressing that which I have created a belief of within and as myself as an acceptable expression of myself, thus not allowing myself to see who I have become as a living expression of myself, thus hindering my process in not being able to see that which I have accepted and allowed myself to become a living expression of and as.

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Day 18: Who am I – Self commitment statements

This blog is in continuation to:

Day 16: Who am I

Day 17: Who am I – Self Forgiveness statements

I commit myself to stop searching for myself within the external world and I commit myself to slow down within and as myself and look and see for myself who it is that I have become and to through this enable myself to direct who I have become to a choice of what is best for all within any given moment.

I commit myself to identify the natureof my thoughts to see, realise and understand who I have accepted and allowed myself to become and through this I commit myself to direct the nature of who I have become to what is best for all, as I realise that what isbest for all is best for myself.

I commit myself to let go of the emphasis that I have placed on the external world as a representation of myself and through this I commit myself to look at my practical participation within and as every breath that I take as I realise that I am the director of who I am as an expression of myself and as the director of who I am, I direct my expression in every breath.

I commit myself to allow myself to see the nature of my thoughts as I realise that it is only in seeing and realising the nature of my thoughts and forgiving these thoughts and then directing these thoughts that I am able to change the expression of who I am in every breath.

I commit myself  to unify my words and my thoughts, for if I see that the thoughts that I have I am unwilling to speak I cannot give value to the thoughts that I have and I cannot give life to the thoughts that I have by believing that they are true. I therefor commit myself to use the filters that I have as tools to be the guidelines for myself to ensure that I direct the thoughts as who I have become to be able to stand one and equal to that which I think and speak as an expression of who I am.

I commit myself to stop hiding behind the filters that I have allowed myself to hide my nature from myself as well as hide my nature from those around me, I hereby commit myself to direct the nature of who I am as what I have become to be an expression of life, thus enabling myself to stand one and equal before the words that I choose to speak.

I commit myself to stop manipulating my thoughts into words that I perceive is acceptable to those around me and to instead direct my thoughts to become the living expression of who I choose be as an expression of life in a practical measurable way that will ensure everyone’s right to life.

I commit myself to face the fear of looking at the nature of who I have become by accepting and allowing myself to see the thoughts as the nature of myself and through this allow myself to direct my thoughts as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become.

I commit myself to unify my deeds with the nature of who I am by not accepting and allowing myself to participate in deeds that are done only for show but to instead become the living expression of my deeds ensuring that each action that I take is measured within and as myself to be equal and one with the physical expression that is before me and to ensure that the physical action is measured to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to unify my thoughts, words and deeds to an expression of oneness and equality to be able to stand before all equally as life, as a self honest, self directive expression of life.