Fear of Suffering Desire For Happiness Characters

Fear of Suffering and Desire for Happiness and an Easy Life

Link:

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-story-of-nature-rice-banana-leaf.html

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Fear of Suffering – Desiring Happiness

Characters:

fearing a difficult life – sad – desiring happiness‘ character – i stop – i breathe 

fear of being poor – not being able to go to picnics –  sad – desiring happiness’ character

fear – no money to buy food – no money for picnics  – sad – desiring happiness’ character

‘fear of not having fun with family and friends- sad – desiring happiness’ character

happy-go-lucky – desiring happiness’ character

working for money for picnics – desiring happiness’ character – i stop – i breathe


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 ‘food eating with hands – desiring freedom – desiring happiness‘ character
food on banana leaf – happiness‘ character
‘rice cooked in banana leaf – desire for food- happiness‘ character
desire for grilled rellenong bangus- food – happiness‘ character
desire for daing na bangus- food – happiness‘ character
desire for picnics – food – happiness’ character

laughter and jokes – happiness’ character
playing mahjong with family – happiness’ character
ivory – mahjong set – elephant cruelty – happiness’ character


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I own me – i have a right to be happy – individual- self-interest‘ character
desire to make my family happy by giving money or taking money from them – happiness’ character
desire to be special and popular – happiness’ character
‘i am normal – inferior – sad – character
i fear not existing as the character within an alternate reality  defined by positive experiences’ character


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desiring to win – won – help – by giving others free money – happiness‘ character
desiring to win – lost – help – please give me money – i feel like i won – happiness‘ character
food for all wanting easy money – food as happiness‘ character
food when playing mahjong – happiness with family’ character
 ‘cooking food – family happiness’ character
desiring to slaughter animals for food and profit – happiness’  character
mining the earth by killing plants for food and profit – happiness’ character
‘desiring to stay as the mind character – happiness’ character
‘desire to buy food – happiness’ character
‘desire to cook food – happiness’ character
‘me in relationship with other character supporting the world system – happiness’ character
‘i created the food industry – as i eat – desiring happiness’ character
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desire to have money – competition – gambling – happiness’ character

desire to win – gambling – happiness’ character

i am winning –  everyone loves me – gambling – happiness‘ character

‘i won – i am popular – happiness‘ character


desire to win again –  all time winner – gambling – happiness’ character

giving money to family because i won and you lost – i need you to validate my existence – otherwise i will not exist – gambling – happiness’ character

money was made from  a plant  – consuming earth’s resources – consuming substance – reaping the earth – gambling – happiness‘ character

fear of losing money in gambling – instead of gambling – decides to eat tasty food in the food court – gambling – happiness’ character

 


gambling is bad – not gambling is good – i don’t gamble – i eat good food – desiring happiness’ character

eating for pleasure -to forget my fears – gambling – happiness‘ character

‘i hate it but they do it – got to do it – if you can’t beat them join them – i am still popular even if i don’t gamble  – gambling – happiness‘ character

 

 

‘fear of not being liked – family and friends – what they do is okay even if i do not like it and what i do they okay – gambling – happiness‘ character

eating food in casinos – gambling – money and profit – happiness’ character

 

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 ‘desire for eternally existing as the alternate version of me- happiness’ character

‘fear of not being liked – desiring to be liked – happiness‘ character

‘fear not being supported by family – desire to be supported by family – happiness’ character


fear not existing – desire for limitness existence as the mind  – positive energy experience – happiness’ character

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desiring to win – help by giving others free money – happiness’ character

desiring to win- lost – help – please give me money – i feel like i won – happiness‘ character

‘food for all wanting easy money – food as happiness’ character

food when playing mahjong – happiness with family’ character


desire to please family – cooking food – family happiness‘ character

 

gamingself-interest’ character

creator of the FOOD INDUSTRY’ character.

 

 

 


‘famous – owns expensive mahjong set – elite — abuse of elephant –  happiness‘ character
desire to play and learn mahjong because my ex-husband likes to – inferior – abuse of elephant – getting its tusk – happiness’ character

desire to play mahjong -because my ex- husband like to – copycat – abuse of elephant – getting its tusk ‘ character

‘desire to be in a relationship – doing same things together – to support the mind alternate version of me – happiness‘ character

I am supported by the characters in the family and others – i have a following base – happiness‘ character

‘i create this world – we create this world ‘ – monetary system based on inequality as the  economic world system we created together’ characters

fear of existing – fear of a difficult life – desiring happiness – sad wanting to win – happiness’ character 


desire to have money – competition – win big – happiness’ character

desire to win -tournament – happiness’ character

i am winning – i am successful -popular – everyone loves me – happiness‘ character

‘i won – i am popular – happiness‘ character

desire to win again – winning – going for eternal success as all time winner – happiness’ character


giving money to family because i win and you lost – i need you to validate my existence – thank me for helping you – be part of my following base – otherwise i will not exist – happiness’ character


money from gambling – consuming earth’s resources – consuming substance – reaping the earth – happiness‘ character

 ‘fear of losing money in gambling – instead of gambling, decides to eat tasty food in the food court – food industry creation – happiness’ character

gambling is bad – not gambling is good – i don’t gamble – i eat good food – food industry creation – fear of going to hell – desiring happiness –morality   character

eating for pleasure -to forget my fears – and not to face me – food industry creation – happiness‘ character

‘i hate it but they do it – got to do it – if you can’t beat them join them – supporting characters – not taking responsibility as self -self-dishonest –  creating the world system  – happiness‘  character

‘fear of not being liked – liked by family and friends – what they do is okay even if i do not like it and what i do – they okay – family and friends support – happiness character

eating food in casinos – gambling – money and profit – reaping the earth – food industry creation – happiness’ character

 

desire for limitness existence as the mind- eternal self  – happiness ‘ character

‘fear of not being liked – desiring to be liked – happiness‘ character

‘fear of not being supported by family – desire to be supported by family – eternally – eternal happiness’ character

fear of not existing – desire for limitless existence as the mind – eternal happiness’ character

‘fear working hard for the money – money- sadness’ character

tired and overworked – earning money is hard – sadness’ character

‘picnics and vacations – money – happiness’ character

multilevel business – vacation – happiness’ character

easy money – multilevel business happiness’ character-


fear of sadness – desiring happiness‘ character –

‘split into two  – i am good and bad – morality‘ character

‘devil is responsible – i am bad‘ character

fear of suffering- devil is bad -i don’t like hell -so save me Jesus’ character

praying to Mary – i am good – morality – happiness’ character

praying to Jesus – i am good- morality – happiness‘ character

‘i don’t know – grandmother knows – she’s the authority- she’s superior – i am inferior -happiness’ character 

Sto Nino help me – enslaved – please save me – victim- sad – fear of hell – fear of suffering‘ character 

‘Jesus of Nazareth – help me – enslaved- victim – sad – fear of hell – fear of suffering – fear of not existing – sad’ character 


‘just do good – God will save me – i will go to heaven if i will do good – happiness’ character

Jesus and me in heaven –  perfect ideal place – happiness‘ character

 ‘i fear the negative experience of suffering in hot fire forever – hell is bad – fear of eternal suffering – fear of eternal damnation – morality‘ character 

  ‘i don’t want to work for a boss- spiteful‘ character 

  ‘  blame the boss for my suffering‘ character

   ‘surviving in a happy- go -lucky, having lots of money, easy life unequal world –  happiness‘ character

 ‘i am my own boss – lots of money – easy life – money- happiness’ character 

  ‘i am rich and have no boss-self-interest – happiness‘ character 

  ‘i only care about me – i have money – i have car – i have a house – supporting an unequal system – self-interest – happiness ‘ character

 

 ‘fear of having a boss -i am  inferior and boss is superior – happiness’ character 


desire to work as my own boss – happiness‘ character 

 ‘fear of boss -fear  anger -fear being late- self-suppression’character

Self-Definitions
Self-forgiveness Part 1, 2,  3 and 4
Part 1
JTL 157
Part 2
JTL 158
Part 4
JTL 162
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