I searched the words ‘cancer cure‘ in Google when i was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2008 and found nothing that could really assist me.
I was looking for something that can assist myself to see where that burning/itchy nagging sensation/physical stress was coming from exactly and why it was doing that.
I wanted to know what i can do that will not be very expensive (one of the biggest stressor is not having money) or who i can talk to – someone that can answer all my questions accurately.
Someone who will take me by the hand and will assist me to look at myself.
Someone that will make me see ‘the path to recovery’, that will eventually lead to the solution.
What i found out was there’s so many links to cures being suggested in the internet but the cause of the disease was not clearly laid out.
There were some links that talked about the cause of cancer but ended up marketing something that was not exactly based from commonsense but was designed to sell me a book or a getaway (so be aware of this).
I did not know i have the answer to my questions.
I did not know that this is not about the cure but about who i am in every moment of breath.
I am here in every moment of breath, able to assist me . I am the one that i am looking for.
I am alone in this journey.
I realized that it’s a self-intimate moment.
To provide the solution to a problem one has to know the problem, that was what was commonsensical to me at that point.
My surgeon and my oncologist were the two people i went to, to ask. They did not give me the answers to all my questions, but they did answer some.
There were 2 things i wanted to find out when i was diagnosed with breast cancer:
I asked myself, What is the physical/direct cause of cancer?’,
So i can work with my doctor in deciding what will be best for me /my body
I also asked myself this question, ‘What can i do to assist myself to use this cancer journey to transcend my mind ?’
So i can assist myself to accept and allow me to see things as they are, and decide using commonsense.
There were some recommended food items in different sites that they claimed assisted others, namely:
Homeopathic remedy etc.
One of the questions i asked in the beginning was, ‘am i going the holistic way or the tradition way – allopathic treatment?
I wanted to go the holistic way but there were no report or writings about the same exact case that i am in, who got healed of breast cancer similar to mine, so i opted for surgery.
There was a lady physician that had a book of her journey, who was able to heal herself without chemotherapy and radiation, but she had a smaller tumor than me, so i did not choose that option. She had a tumor as little as a key lime (1/2 inch) while I had a tumor as big as a big Grapefruit (4 inches in diameter).
There was another person who took wheatgrass and healed herself, but did not really open up about her whole journey.
So, i decided to just trust myself and whatever decisions i have that is based on commonsense.
I did self-forgiveness for whatever fears, thoughts, reactions and backchats i had.
My decision to drink juices at that point to feel light, so i can deal with the burning, itchy, nagging sensation helped me to cope with the nagging sensation, but, bringing the memory back here and asking me the question, ‘am i really assisting the body to get the nutrients that it needs at that moment?
No. I was not ready to listen at that point. I was in a state of ‘panic’.
It was based from my fear of feeling heavy and being irritated which i connected to ‘ things are getting worse’.
So, let’s look at some answers to my questions :
1. What is the physical cause of cancer?
From: The Direct Cause of Cancer
(from Cathy’s Blog)
2. What can i do to assist myself to use this cancer journey to transcend my mind ?
I found many suggestions but one that talks about ones journey in detail, none.
So, here’s the tool i used: