Can i have a hug?
Last week, I heard a knock on the door . I did not expect anyone coming that day – but I opened the door anyway. I saw the neighbor standing outside the door. I said “hi. What’s up?” , then he said “can I have a hug?” with hands outstretched . The day before my partner, LP told me he also asked him for a hug and then cried. I am looking at a memory of me wanting and needing a hug and will attend events to get to mingle with people to give and receive hugs – which i connected to giving and receiving ‘love’ – that made me feel good when I received a hug which I connected to ‘being loved’.
I would like to direct this point in this blog – by writing self- forgiviness statements and correct myself by writing self- commitments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that hugs – are an expression of love – as feelings – done to give or receive affection – not realizing that hugs are real but love aa a feeling is not real – as I created it in my mind – and so i my believing it and manifesting this belief is abusing the physical – as we are getting energy fro
m the physical and using the physical substance to fuel mind energy.
Witin this, I commit to – through writing self forgiveness and self commitment – expose my beliefs and how I connected what is real to what is not real – and within this, i commit to expose the personality systems in this world – that’s created based on this same point – as relationships, sex etc.