L and i were invited to come to the new restaurant of a friend who also owns another restaurant where we were given free meals for about a month. This free meal was given because the owner and me were talking about me creating recipes that she can put in her restaurant menu. This time i am not creating any recipe for the owner.
We were getting ready to go to the restaurant when L said ‘I hope she is there so that we can get it for free’. I suggested for us to do self-forgiveness because i can see the enslavement of us within wanting something for free. This can be impulsed by the media and different businesses where they give us freebies and upon reaching for it, they impulse us to buy their product through words, pictures etc.We are not here, the personality is here. The freebies became more than who we are and us less than who we are. Our desire is directing us rather than us directing us here.
Here is L’s self-forgiveness :
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘hope’ to get ‘free’ food at D’s Vegetarian restaurant instead of realizing that my ‘hoping’ to get free food is contingent upon me existing within the belief that I do not ‘have’ enough, and so therefore create a personality of desiring free things so that I can be happy. When and as I see myself existing in ‘hope’, I stop; I breathe and I let go, and realize that supporting this gives me a reason to exist within the personality of ‘hope’ and ‘despair’ in which I create experiences from this polarity and live those experiences as if they are actually me living as Self. I do not accept or allow myself to exist within the belief that I do not ‘have’ enough. I do not accept or allow myself to create a personality of desiring free things so that I can be happy. I do not accept or allow myself to exist within the personality of ‘hope’ and ‘despair’ in which I create experiences from this polarity and live those experiences as if they are actually me living as Self. This is not what is best for me, and not what is best for all. Therefore, I stop my participation – L.P.
I realized i have the same points before because i would normally go to free events and ask friends to come – then if they sell me something after the events, i will buy them – having enjoyed the freebies and grateful that they gave me freebies. This made me enslaved by freebies rather than direct me from a true starting point – of buying things from the starting point of what is best for all.
Here’s my Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to go to events that are free where my starting point of going is based on my personality’s defining myself within freebies better than no freebies – and so i become enslaved by the people giving these freebies away to lure minds who like freebies to buy their advertising – and then buy their product in the future – rather than realize that i can direct me to buy or not buy a product from the starting point of what is best for all.
When and as i see myself wanting freebies – i stop – i breath and let go. I realize that this is based on me defining myself from a past experience of myself where i attended a free event and ‘feel good’ about the music and/or food given – defining myself within ‘feeling good’ as i identify as the personality defined by freebies and no freebies – a polarity that is of the mind based on limitation. I realised this gives me a feeling that i as the personality existing within those self-imposed limitation is real when it is not real because i just conjured that in my mind and that i can only be okay if i feel good – defining myself within a belief that when i feel good i am okay and when i don’t feel good, i am not okay. This is making me exist in a limited imaginary world of the mind rather than be here as all parts of me as life. I stop participation because this not what is best for me and not what is best for all.