When L’s uncle, J, was inviting L to attend his graduation he told him that he did not want me to attend. I got his attention about his own self-dishonesty in the past, so he got offended. L was supposed to do the filming of his graduation but when he said this, L sent me a text message about it.
Here’s part of the txt message:
Text messages between L and his uncle J
J: Oh ok.. No problem,wait is June coming with you?
L: Why do you ask that question?
J: Because I DON’T WANT HER THERE…THAT’S WHY
L: Well that is a problem that will have to be sorted out through self-forgiveness and self-honesty — to realize what you are accepting and allowing yourself to define who you are within not wanting her to be there, and how that affects who you are within other relationships unconsciously.
J: To realize one other things I DON’T WANT HER THERE
J: L, if you must bring her..Don’t come I understand you two are one so be it.. She doesn’t have to everywhere you go
J: Uncle J will always have love for you no matter what you may become(if you can make it,It would be GREAT!!! IF NOT I UNDERSTAND:-)
L: Why don’t you want her to come?
J: You know why
L: Those are your points that you are accepting and allowing to psychologically direct you instead of you directing yourself. I don’t know the reason why, but if you were self-honest, your likes and dislikes toward people wouldn’t exist.
L:Your likes and dislikes are just projections of your own personality.
L and me texting each other about his uncle J – attending the event:
L: I was asking to see what you wanted to do from this point. Do you still want to go or what?
L: I directed it a little bit. I said: Well that is a problem that will have to be sorted out through self-forgiveness and self-honesty — to realize what you are accepting and allowing yourself to define who you are within not wanting her to be there, and how that affects who you are within other relationships unconsciously.
Me: I see this as how we can direct him to see – so it’s either we say – ask him, did i do something to him that’s self dishonest?
Me: Ask him: do you feel bad that she pointed out to you your own dishonesty? Then you say- she has no Ill feeling against you- she welcomes you in the path of self-forgiveness and we have the same stand. – it’s either he accepts that or you say – you will not come if you don’t let her come, because it is a decision which is based on what is best for all
L: I thought about that
Me: Then I can write about that in my blog as our self direction
Me: That is speaking as one voice within an agreement and the voice is self forgiveness tosatop the mind and self correction applied in our own process as individual and applied to assisting self and others as self
L: Uncle J said: “Leon if you must bring her..Don’t come I understand you two are one so be it.. She doesn’t have to everywhere you go”
Me: What is your stand within your process? It is your standing within your process and self direction – in self corrective application that is needed here- to direct others you have to direct them as you – what is best for you , the agreement and what is best for all? You decide.
Me: If I will decide, on what is best for my process, my agreementt and what is best for all- in self honesty, I can see immediately what my decision is, if he is my uncle
L: My immediate decision was not to participate in self-dishonesty, so not even go to the graduation.
Me: Did u Communicate that with your uncle ?
L: He told me at first, lol
Me: See that’s why I direct first – because they do it from the starting point of anger, lol
We did not attend his uncle’s graduation. I can see some small movement which is related to rejection. I also noticed in the past i also did not want others to tell me my self-dishonesties and i was put in a situation where my starting point in attending an event or not is not what is best for all. I can see that L’s point and his uncle’s points were also my pints before, so i will do self-forgiveness as all and correct myself .
Points I saw within this:
*not taking self-responsibility
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be self-dishonest
*not taking self-responsibility
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not take self-responsibility
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to act from the starting point of self-interest
*Belief that when someone does not want me to attend an event h/she is rejecting me
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when someone does not want me to attend an event he/she is rejecting me
Self corrective statement:
I am approval
I am rejection
I am one and equal as all life
Self corrective application:
When and as i see myself believing that i am being rejected when someone does not like me to attend an event – i stop – i breath and let go. I realise that it needs my participation in polarity – approval / rejection- for belief about rejection to exist. I realise this is NOT what is best for me and NOT what is best for all. I stop participating.
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