Last night, L said he has points to work on. He said he was talking to this woman who is his friend in facebook and that she wanted to see him and hang out with him so he said yes to hanging out and touching in oneness and equality -as him, without desire, feelings nor emotions -but when she said something about kissing and sex, he said no, and told her he is in a “relationship”. She then got angry and hang up on him. When i asked him what points he saw within that, he said he cannot see any points.
I said i will stand as him and look for points. So, i looked and told him self-dishonesty is one. He can’t see that, he said. So, as i had experienced this before – not seeing self-dishonesty as the ego/personality because i defined myself as self-dishonesty – i shared with him my experience where i had to do self-forgiveness for not seeing self-dishonesty. So, i asked him to do self-forgiveness with/as me.
After that, i asked him to listen to one story. I told him a story where i “duplicated” everything that he did but instead of him in the story as the main character, i was in the story as him. In other words, i “wanted him to stand in my shoes” and look at points from there. I also asked him to look at a scenario where B (our mutual “friend” who is “spearheading” the establishment of heaven on earth) is doing what he did.Then, we looked at what he did from the starting point of what is best for all.
He started laughing, then started seeing different points.
I saw this before in my process, so was able to assist him. He saw that honesty, as in, telling someone the truth about what happened and all the details is not the same as self-honesty – Honesty is of the MIND, and Self-honesty is of Self.
From Bernard Poolman Video:
SELF-HONESTY – Realization that if you want to bring about real change there is things that you will have to do for REAL, and you are going to have to act really specific in the areas of your application. You are going to be specific day by day. You cannot not just let go and let the system to do it for you you have to act, you have to be clear breath by breath. You have to see how the invisible veil traps you and everyone else, then you have to act. Inspite of nobody else seeing what’s going on, you have to act.
HONESTY would want you to give up.. It will give you all kinds of excuses and reasons. It will have all kinds of fears and guilts. That’s honesty. That’s NOT REAL.
SELF-HONESTY does not have fears that cause you to do it or guilts that moves yo to be self-honest… you grasping and understanding what it is you are going to have to do and the outcome will always be what is best for all in every way.
Combined Points that came up within this:
*Self-dishonesty in applying oneness and equality as all life – touch being used for self-interest rather than for what is best for all.
*Not seeing self-dishonesty as i defined myself as the ego/personality, perceive separate from all, as self-dishonesty
* Self-dishonesty within an agreement –
1. violating the agreement to work for what is best for all and instead L working for self-interest.
2. *Not being able to see points of self-dishonesty
*Regret – regret that i trusted L
*Trust – loss of trust for L
*Being “more than” L – when i was letting him see the points i “felt more than L
1.L hiding things from me
2. Iam hiding things from L – went to the restaurant with the person i am assisting before we discussed things – he needed to eat dinner, where he invited me to eat with him.
Self-forgiveness Statements to be empty of feeling emotions etc. and recreate me here in the physical – rebirthing:
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to not see my own self-dishonesty as i identify as the ego/personality perceived separate from all
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to use touch as in touching another for self-interest rather than from the starting point of what is best for all
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be self–dishonest that i cannot see my own self-dishonesty
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be self-dishonest within an agreement by not honoring the agreement to work for what is best for all rather than self-interest.
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to regret that i trusted L
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to lose my trust to L
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to feel “more than” L when i am showing him points i missed.
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to hide one experience where i ate in a restaurant with P, who i am assisting because he was hungry and needing some food before we start discussions and being guilty about it because i did not tell L about it
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the agreement
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from L
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to doubt L
I am one an equal as all life
I am the breath in every moment.
I am here.
When i see myself going into a pattern of Self-Dishonesty – I stop – I breath
We put our personal statuses in FB – “in a relationship”- so our friends will know we are in a relationship. We decided to be totally self-honest with each other even about small things that’s happening daily. He also said to stop participating in those.
Agreement or “Relationship” Links:
I Do Not Like To ask him to be in a “relationship with me”
We’re In A “Relationship Without Love, Emotions or Feelings, This is Amazing Shit!”
Let’s Celebrate, it’s L’s Birthday
If you don’t stop, the agreement is off
Ending the Agreement
Getting Back Together
CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.
*People in relationships will not work so hard to get the basic necessities to survive in dignity
Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other
Equal rights – women and men have equal rights within a “relationship”
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Equal Money for All:
BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
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