I had “relationships” before but after i got divorced, i stopped seeing anyone for about 2 1/2 years. Then someone asked me for a “relationship”. This guy is less than half “my age”. I was “surprised” because i do not know this guy, but he said he was doing self-forgiveness, and that was what i did too, so i talked to him. He did not have a blog of his birthing self here process so i declined because without that i cannot see a glimpse of who he is in relation to his process. When i was left alone after the chat, i looke at the possibility of having a “relationship” where i could direct self to ask someone myself. If i do it that way, i can choose. But, i “hesitated” because of the big responsibility involved in a “relationship”. That’s when a thought came up, “I fear intimacy”.
Points i saw within this:
*identification with the body
*desire for intimacy
*fear of beng alone
*fear of being intimate with someone
*fear of being separated from someone i am in a “relationship with”
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire intimacy
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being intimate with someone
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being separated from someone i am in a relationship with
I am the breath in every moment here
i am here.
I am one and equal as all life
When i see myself going into a pattern of FEAR – I Stop participating- I Breath
I went ahead and got into an equality agreement (pushing through the fear) with Leon.
CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.
-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.
Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Equal Money for All:
BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
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