I “want” to attend the Desteni meeting in Houston, so i have to talk to my employer so i can have 3 days off. I do not have someone who can take my place at work. I saw myself thinking, “what will i tell her so she will not be upset? I am in this job for 6 months, so, i do not qualify for a vacation. I can lose this job. The meting is in June, so maybe i can tell her it’s my birthday because my birthday is in June , but I do not celebrate birthdays, so it’s going to be a lie. No i am not going that way. ”
I saw that birthdays are about me identifying as the body, rather than the breath in every moment, so i decided not to celebrate birthdays.
I saw that i will lie. It is Self-dishonesty.
I saw there is Fear of losing my job
Taking Self-responsibility by stopping the Mind:
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from my employer
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to want to manipulate others so i can get what i want
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have a thought about lying
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have FEAR of losing my job
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to think thoughts which is of the MIND not realizing i am doing that
When i see myself going into a pattern of lying – I STOP – I BREATHE (as me as all)
I am one and equal as all life
I am truth
I am self-honest
I am the breath in every moment here.
CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH:
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death
Equal power so no one will take avantage of another
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Equal Money for All:
Life Coaching – Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same:
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