EQUALITY AGREEMENT

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One day, i asked L if he could assist me. I asked because i never had a chance to ask a guy from my previous ”relationships” any assistance regarding physical interaction. Everything was about an expertise in the field og raising ones energy to a point of ecstasy and then releasing that energy. I was an expert in that in the past, That was in a  relationship. I am now in an agreement where both are assisting each other as an equal. So, i took the chance.  I knew he knows how to sing and sometimes i hear him sing, so i asked him if he could just run his fingers on my skin and sing for me. He cannot understand why i asked him to do this, but he did it anyway.

He did what i asked him to do and it was cool because it was assisting.

I looked at my beliefs within “relationships” . I had the belief that women are there to support the man and the man is there to earn money for a living. This is not my truth but what i got from what people say regarding “relationships” and so i connected having a successful “relationship” with a woman who supports her man in all ways, like doing the house-hold chores, cooking etc. and also pleasing a man by serving him his favorite meal.

I also had the belief that asking a man to do something for me is asking too much. When i asked L how it assisted him, he said he would never do such a thing as it was not his way - to do such a thing for someone, so it assisted him to realise that he could actually assist a woman that way.

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Points i saw within this:

*Belief that women are there to support the man by doing house work and cooking his favorite meal to keep him happy while the man is there to earn money for a living

*Belief that to assist a man is okay but to ask for assistance from a man is “asking too much”

*Fear of being rejected

*Fear of being judged

*Belief that sex has to be done a ceratin way

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*Belief that women are there to support the man by doing house work and cooking his favorite meal to keep him happy while the man is there to earn money for a living

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that women are there to support the man by doing house work and cooking his favorite meal to keep him happy while the man is there to earn money for a living.

*Belief that to assist a man is okay but to ask for assistance from a man is “asking too much”

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that to assist a man is okay but to ask for assistance from a man is asking too much

*Belief that it’s better to give than to receive

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that it’s better to give than to receive

*Belief that women should serve men and men should be served

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that women should serve men and that men should be served

*Fear of being rejected

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being rejected

*Fear of being judged

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged

*Belief that sex has to be done a ceratin way

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that sex has to be done a certain way

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Self corrective statements:

I am here

I am the breath in every moment

I am one and equal as all life

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Self corrective application

When and as i see myself going into a pattern of fear – i stop – i breath

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L and i invited his Dad, D,  to come so we can assist him do a video to upload in his youtube channel. He came with L’s sister, J. While we were filming, L’s uncle called that he will come and pick up his laptop. So, when he came. I said hi. He said “hi” to but i can sense the unwillingness for us to see eye to eye because of what happened the day before, which was about the self-dishonesty -Refer to the link at the top of this blog to get perspective on this point .

He knew we will go to a restaurant after filming. He indicated he also wanted to come, so he did. There was 5 of us, L, Me, L’s dad,D, L’s uncle, C and L’s sister J. 

When we were in the restaurant, L’s uncle, C,  told L and J and D that he will pay their bill. In other words, he indicated he will not pay for me. I feel a little bit uneasy. I looked at what is going on. I saw that within this is perceived separation and aversion to someone who ponted out ones self-dishonesty – myself. I then directed myself to order something for all of us – chips and a guacamole dip – and then i invited everyone and said that everyone can have some because this is for everyone. Everyone ate some but he didn’t. He then said he will leave and that the bill (of L, and J) has already been paid.

After he left, L’s dad, D, asked me what’s going on? I then told him what happened.

I can see that the point of having aversion and ill-feeling towards someone who points out ones self-dishonesty is a shared point. I experienced this in the past. I also saw that perceiving others separate from me as a shared point.In fact all of his points i share with him/as him as all – i participated in all those points in the ‘past’.

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Points i see within this:

*  Aversion to someone pointing out ones self-dishonesty

*Perceivng others as separate from me

*Identification as the ego

*Using food to please others

*Using money to manipulate others

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I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion to someone pointing out my self-dishonesty

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive others as separate from me.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself  to I dentify as the ego 

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to use food to please others

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to use money to manipulate others.

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self-corrective aplication

When and as i see myself going into a pattern of  manipulation – i stop – i breath. — 21 days to self-freedom

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One day, L posted something on his wall. It runs like this:
 
All ‘prayers’ to a ‘higher power’ is abusing that higher power because one abdicates their self-responsibility for what they have accepted and allowed and gives it to the higher power – remaining ‘naive’ of how to direct Self within situations and brainwashing their own Self to believe that there is nothing that can be done.
Here’s the thread that followed.
 
There were 4 people participating within the thread, L, me , his brother, R, his brother’s girlfriend, A and his sister, J
 
 
L: All prayers should be a prayer of Self-Will / Self-Direction. Remember, everytime that a prayer is given to a ‘higher power’, they are getting ‘abused’ by the very words that are spoken from the ones that believe they need an answer that exists ‘separate’ from who they are.
 
Me – All thoughts are like prayers . When we desire someone and make her/him higher than us we are in fact ABUSING ALL LiFE one and equal.
 
L: Very profound
 
Me: When we have aversion for someone, it is ‘ similar’ to praying because when we pray we have AVERSION for sins so we DESIRE to be saved . Thoughts exist in polarity as well
 
R: June go back where u come from while u helping corrupt his young mind you lived your life things were fine til you came
J: lol hahaha bro u wrong lol she probably go be like leon i cant take this negros no mo im leaving lmbo to funny
 
R: She need to cause everyone in family have a comment to say but not bold to say it she too old for this stupid ish she doing she at the age she need god
 
J:  know lol they dont believe their is a God they go find out when he come back leon should know he went to church i guess he wanna fit in the world
 
R: Not only that but she need to be with someone her age cause when she die leon still go be here
J: lol hahaha
 
L: This is what the process is about. It’s about stopping the mind: thoughts, feelings, emotions, ideas, perceptions, beliefs, reactions. I have been pretty much ‘hidden’ in this ‘process’ before June. I made the decision to become self-honest… with who I was within in relation to my process when I started the relationship with June. That means that things will have to be faced within my reality. Everything that June says, I agree with because Junes words are my words in Facebook. I have been writing the same points in Facebook before June. June is not the issue here. The issue is always Self.
R: still stand with my comment  
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive ‘others’ separate from me
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body and within that identify as a woman separate from a man
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to judge the body as ‘better than’ or ‘less than’ as i identify as the ego/personality
 
Me: I am one and equal as all life.
 
Me: I am the breath in every moment here.
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe i as the breath dies
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe i as the breath die
 
Me: I am the breath in every moment here. I am eternally here
 
A: Dont want to butt in but it sounds like she is corrupting your mind with insipidness…you should rather live your life as if there is a God and die to find out that He doesn’t exist than to live as if there is no God and be separate and feelingless lol just to find out that he exist all along! You cant truly define self without God. So since you to don’t believe in feelings how did you decide to be in a relationship was it a pact?
 
R: june take your ass back to cali cause all that bullshit bout you being eternal is bullshit i bet if i shoot you in the head you will die am i correct or not?
 
R: before i was able to get aquanted with leon here comes your foreign ass corrupting my brother more and now he is lost yall are like the walking dead
 
L:  Well the concept about corruption is a good point to consider that all of humanity is ‘corrupt’ because of the belief that the life that we are living is ‘okay’. It may not be said that way, but actions speak louder than words. Nothing has …been done within the world to change the system that will support all man to actually ‘live for real’. What we, as humanity, is living now is a ‘lie’, and I ‘respect’ the person who wants change within the world, but actually ‘walks’ the change as self-honesty. So saying this, I can say that humanity ‘corrupted’ itself into this ‘expression’ that we call ‘living’. So living here also with the belief in a God is what many structure their lives into believing — thus living their beliefs. For me, I’d rather focus on myself ‘here’ rather than focus my energy on a possible ‘god’ — keeping my ‘attention’ away from self-growth, self-realization, self-responsibility, self-honesty, and self-direction. Which, when I apply these principles for myself ‘here’, I am able to develop self-trust. Thus with self-trust, there is no need then to define myself as something — limiting myself to only that expression. The question was asked how I decided to be in a relationship. The whole structure of my relationship with June is not based on ‘love’. It’s actually based on these principles of self-growth, self-realization, self-responsibility, self-honesty, and self-direction — leading to self-trust. And we are here ‘together’ to support each other to ‘move into’ self-trust — which means that we will have to face the ‘enemy’ — which is the ‘inner me’ — the ‘greatest’ ‘enemy’ which is my own mind — but the mind is not really an ‘enemy’, but it is the mind which is the reflection of all of my acceptances and allowing. Thus, I am able to change myself from the perspective of the mind into who I really am ‘here’ — which will take ‘stopping the mind’ in order to ‘see’. So with that said, ‘stopping the mind’ would also be ‘undefining’ every definition of what I ‘believe’ I am ‘here’. Thus, a statement was made that we are not ‘eternal’, yet I can say that I am if I am not ‘limited’ and not defining myself within/as the limitations of the physical body. I can strip away every point and still remain ‘here’ — because I have ‘faced’ my ‘reflection’ of ‘deception’.
 
MeI forgive myself that i accepted and allowed me to fear death, and within that, see this as REAL, not realizing that i am the breath in every moment here, and when my body goes back to earth i as the breath remains eternally here.
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe i am ‘more than’ others’ as i accepted i am ‘less than’ them – then using words and ‘force’ to pretend i am ‘better than’ them when in fact deep within the recesses of my mind fear resdes which makes me live me as self-dishonesty
 
Me: I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear me and within that ‘fear others – as i have abused life i by ‘threatening others’ and being ‘angry with another” perceived separate from me not realizing i am one and equal as all life and that threats i give another are threats i give to myself and ‘anger towards another is anger towars myself.
 
A: somg
 
J: omg as roca wear said this is so CRAZY YALL WILL FIND OUT THERE IS A GOD KEEP THINKING HE DONT EXIST
 
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Points i saw within this:
 
*Body Identification
*Belief that the age of the body is the age of the being
*Belief that God exist
*Belief that the being old means one is dying soon
*Belef that the being dies
 
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Self-forgiveness
 
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that the age of the body is the age of the being
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that God, or a higher being exist and that i am less than this being
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that being old means one is dying soon
I forgive myself that ia ccepted and allowed myself to believe that the being dies.
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear death
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear not existing
 
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Self-corrective application
 
When and as i see myself participating in beliefs – i stop – i breath  – 21 days  to self-freedom.
 

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Removing the Cover

June 8, 2011

I suggested we use music in physical interaction, as i have always been ‘emotionally’ affected by music in the past. I see that i can transcend within this. So, i asked L to download some music and then i picked the one that affected me the most. It was a jazz music. I ‘like’ jazz music. The particular music i selected awakens some feelings and memories of romance as i have associated it with past events that involved being with a man in a restaurant, and having ‘intimate’  coversations within a ‘relationship’ setting. Music also ’turns me on’ and prepares the way for physical nteraction.

When the music commenced i stayed focus and breathed through the music as it was being played for about 5 minutes. I asked L to allow me to be self- intimate as i did that. I asked him to not touch me during that time. I also did self-forgiveness for points coming up. Mostly what came up were associations with ‘feelings and emotions’ related to ‘good feelings within having sex’.

When i was clear of thoughts, feelings and emotions, we had physical interaction. During that time, i remained as the breath, directing whatever desires come up back to self. I was also able to push through my points.

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Points i saw within this:

*Belief that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

*Perceiving music as separate from me

*Perceiving the music notes as separate from me

*Perceiving the musical instrument as separate from me

*Perceiving the musician as separate from me

*Associating good sex with music

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Self-forgiveness:

*Belief that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

*Perceiving music as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive music as separate from me

*Perceiving the musical instrument as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive the musical instrument/instruments separate from me

*Perceiving the musician as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive the musician separate from me

*Associating good sex with music

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to associate good sex with music

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself getting into a pattern of desire – i stop – i breath.

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Self-Corrective Application:

The 21 days breathing for freedom

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Travel

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L and I left last from Cameron’s place. The rest of the Destonians left earlier. It was about 7:30 pm alreay when we left because he showed us how to earn money from the techno-tutor and showed us how to assess our reading speed using the software and how it can be assist in SRAT.

When we were on the road, L said he missed Dallas but, on our way to Houston, from Dallas,  he was asking the lady at the toll gate where downtown Houston was when we were paying the toll , and  expressed  ‘desire’ to see downtown Houston. I saw points within this.

I suggested for us to spend the night in downtown Houston. He said he likes to have a good night’s rest in the apartment in Dallas and expressed fear that if we stay in Houston the computers etc. will be stolen. I suggested self-forgiveness for points and decided to stay the night in Houston.

When we were looking for hotels, there was a big discrepancy in the amount of money they charge per night and the kind of accomodation people get depended on the amount of money people have. The present system support inequality. This will not happen in an equal money system.

The self-forgiveness was done on points and some more points came up on sex. That was also self-forgiven.

The next day, we travelled back to Dallas. 

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The points within this:

*Fear of death

*Fear of losing ones possessions

*Aversion for change

*Desire to be in a familiar place

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Self-forgiveness

*Fear of death

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear death

*Fear of losing ones possessions

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my possessions

*Aversion for change

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for change

*Desire to remain in a familiar place

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to remain in a familiar place

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself get into a pattern of desire or aversion – i stop – i breath

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Self-corrective application:

Staying in Houston and push through points

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Relationships

Open Relationships Link:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=efr7PvcDiHY

Equality Agreements Link:

Self Comes Forth Within Agreements:

http://networkedblogs.com/gfauG

http://juneroca.wordpress.com/2011/06/16/agreements-when-the-loving-stops-the-being-remains/

Will a monogamous relationship create a worl where life is truly honored? No, because it is based on the relationship geometry of attraction, desire and sex which are min participation, not true self-expression.

Will having an open relationship create a world where life is trully honored? No, because it is based on the relationship geometry of attraction, desire and sex which are mind participation, not true self-expression.

Monogamous and Open Relationships exist within separation. They are based from ego/personality identification and body identification as a woman/man.

L and I was talking yesterday and he told me that he was looking into open relationships before he got into an equality agreement. He also told me that he is still a member of a group that is into open relationships in a social network. First, i was ‘surprised’, then i remembered when i was beginning to search about ‘sexuality and spirituality’, i used to research a group named after its founder, Rael. it’s called the Raelians.

I can choose to react ‘negatively’ to what he said or i can ’think with him’, but both will be mind participation as both are polarity opposites of the same mind energetics. I am in process of birthing me here as self, so i have to look at it from that starting point. From that perspective, equality agreements is self-expression and can assist in creating a world where life is truly honored, because, instead of the relationship geometry being the basis for its existence, it is stopping the mind, as in birthing self here in every moment, oneness and equality and breath orgasm that forms its geometry

I looked at this video in youtube, called ’Open Relationships’ so i will have a reality of what it is about.  For someone into ‘New Age Spirituality ‘or “Tantric Sex’, this will appeal to their taste , but having investigated both a while back, i can say both are mind participation within polarity manifestations.

In both Monogamous and Open Relationships, desires, thoughts, feelings and emotions are being given life – importance - the individual comes from a starting point of separation from all life, where he/she identifies with the body and identifies as a man/woman/homosexual/transverstite. This is based on the personality/ego, hence, not Self.

Equality agreement is self-expression. It uses self-forgiveness, taking self-responsibility, self-honesty, self-direction, self-corrective application etc. as tools to stop the mind. The personality/ego  is being self-forgiven. This allows the self to step forth. Sex is also being used without mind participation so it becomes self-expression.

 In equality agreements, sex can be a tool for transcendence within sex, because the being is self-directive as the breath in every moment, with or without touch, where desire energetics can be directed back to self – back to the physical, the cells of the body, where they came from. 

Equality agreements can assist in birthng self here and in creating heaven on earth.

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Unconscious Points within this:

*Belief that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

*Identification with the body

*Identification as the ego/personality

*Desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self -expression, not realizing it is mind participation

*Aversion for Open Relationships

*Desire to have a monogamous relationship

*Aversion to commiting to a monogamous relationships

Self-forgiveness:

*Belief that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

*Identification as the body

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

*Identification as the ego/personality

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify as the ego/personality

*Desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self -expression, not realizing it is mind participation

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self-expression, not realizing it is mind participation.

*Aversion for Open Relationships

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for open relationships

*Desire to have a monogamous relationship

i forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to have a monogamous relationship

*Aversion to commiting to a monogamous relationships

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for commiting to a monogamous relationship

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L and I had been together for 1 and 1/2 months. It ‘seems’ to me, we were together for ‘lifetimes’, because my process has never been this  ‘intense’ . L said the same thing as we were talking about it a week ago.  Within the agreement, I do Self-forgiveness in every moment i see the mind coming in. That was the same thing i did when i was living on my own.

What’s the ‘difference’?

L being in the agreement with/as me, sees points that i do not see and points it out to me. I also point out to him points that he cannot see . Then, we listen to each other’s self-forgiveness statements and make sure that the self-corrective application is being done. If we have a point that remains unresolved, we ask the assistance of our buddies in the Desteni I Process to see the points we’ve missed. This is amazing shit indeed.

What kind of a ‘relationship’ does this, here on earth? I haven’t ’experienced’ any like this before. This is ‘intense’, from the mind’s perspective., but self-expression in action from the perspective of Self.  

Within a ‘relationship’, one becomes dependent on energetic ‘ups and downs’, as ‘love’ is exchanged between ‘lovers’ where the ‘relationship evolve around attraction, desire and sex’. This ‘ideal relationship’ as defined by the mind is where a person who is ’in love’ with the ‘other’ becomes ‘consumed’ by it . Both desires to maintain the ‘ideal blissful state’ no matter what, for the ‘relationship’ to be ‘real’, yet when the ‘ relationship ends’, ’love ends’ , and ’love’ turns to hate. 

In Equality agreements, the breath becomes the directive force. Whatever arise that is of the mind is being stopped. Feelings of Love are being self-forgiven.  Living together takes a ‘new’ meaning when one lives wih someone who is doing the same process of stopping the mind – where the self  is being birthed. It is ‘almost impossible ‘for the mind to ‘understand’ this self process because the mind uses logic which is limited - to ‘understand’ that which is not defined by limits. So, it ‘fails’. It is the reverse of what i used to do when i was in ‘past relationships’, which was,  to ‘preserve’ the ‘love’ . In equality agreements, i am there to stop the ”love’ rather than nurture it. The equality agreement is only real if the beings in it stand as Self (stopping the mind) wihin the process. The moment the mind is allowed and accepted as in feelings, thoughts and emotions, it turns into a ‘relationship’, a relationship of the mind with another mind, perceived separate from all. So, self-forgiveness for mind participation is the key.

Feelings are of the mind, therefore they do not exist here in the physical for real. In ‘relationships, feelings, which are not real, is being made real by the ‘lovers’ . It is the reverse in equality agreements. I realized within my agreement with/as L that this is for real, that this is in fact seeing the ‘other’ as me as that breath, that is eternally here. When he ‘fucks up’, i have to support him as me, in my own process.

In my past  ’relationships’, this is a point of leaving and finding ‘another’ one. The starting point being, i perceive myself separate from my ‘partner’, so i ‘can find another separate from myself to unite with again’, who will ‘make me whole again’. The MIND is being supported in its perceived separation.

In equality agreements, both  recognizes that we had been participating in the mind in the past, and agree that this has to be stopped through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and taking self-responsibility for the Self to step forth – birthing itself here in the physical.

 Where the ’relationship’ based on the mind, exist to preserve the ‘relationship geometry’ of attraction, desire and sex, in equality agreements, the act of sex is being used to change the sex system within the system. Desire is being self-forgiven so it is not desire that is fuelling it. It is not attraction fuelling it. Do we enjoy? Yes, and the mind will not ‘understand that’. From the perspective of Self, it is Self enjoying itself here – self-expression for real. Why? Because It is the agreement ‘geometry’ of  what is best for all, stopping the mind and breath orgasm that is generating the birthing of self here, one and equal as all life,  and in the process, we stop our unconscious participation, and within it  create heaven on earth. This is REAL.

That reality will have to be lived in fact in all areas of  life. It is quite a process, but i am willing to stand within my process  no matter what because i am here and i cannot deny the fact that i am one and equal as all life here. We all exist here.

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In my ‘past relationships’, the amount of ‘attraction, desire and love’ as feelings , thoughts and emotions were the ‘driving force’ behind physical interaction. Being in an agreement where love, desire, feelings or emotions are being self-forgiven, i did not know what to ‘expect’ in the beginning. I just did self-forgiveness for everything of the mind.

So, when we gave each other  massages in the evenings, there was this slight ‘expectation’ for feelings or emotions popping out to be consumed within physical interaction. As i realized that this  ’unconscious  expectation’ is of the mind, therefore not real,  i just breathed through it. I was breathing aloud so that i will be present in every moment & not fall into the mind throughout the whole ‘experience’. I realized that the body is here. The breath is here, and within the physical interaction, when the thoughts, feelings, emotions etc. had been self-forgiven and released, there is something that remains that has  always been here That was pushed aside in favor of the mind. We forgot to see that reality that never change, that is REAL.

The breath is  who i am. I  breathe. I am here.

The inhalation is when i ‘gather’ the ‘ mind energy’/ “self “, then i direct it back to the body (realizing that the mind feeds off the body) as i breath out. That is when i realized self-expression is the expression of what is here. The ‘experience’ of that physical interaction with/as the body and as the breath as i direct ‘ mind energy’ back to self  is ORGASM.

I realized that we have to purify that which is here to manifest only what is eternally here, which is LIFE, one and equal, and work for what is best for all. At present what is on earth is a manifestation of  man’s greed as we abuse LIFE.

An essential part of an Equality Agreement is to birth self here and to assist in establishing a world where LIFE is truly honored so that what is here will be what remains eternally as who we really are, where greed is no ‘more’ – bringing heaven into/as earth – Universal Orgasm.

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It was my second night with L in Dallas. That night, we gave each other a massage, and after the massage, all points about physical intimacy in my past relationships started coming out, one after the other. There were points in my body which when touched awakens memory of past physical interaction within my ‘relationships’ in the past. I told L to give me time to face these points. I decided to do self-forgiveness for each point that came out. It took me about 2 hours to finish all the points.

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Some of the points I saw within this – the rest will be in the ebook that I am making:

*Identifying with the body

*Identifying as a woman separate from a man

*Identifying with the body of a ‘female’ with a ‘female organ’

*Judging the body of the ‘opposite sex’, as male, as a body with a ‘male organ’

*Judging others as a male or a female based on my beliefs

*Having a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female organ is a female body.

*Having a belief that the ‘opposite sex’ is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure

*Having a belief that when the ‘opposite sex’ stops to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the ‘relationship’

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Self-forgiveness to stop the mind, so Self can step forth:

 *Identifying with the body

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

*Identifying as a woman separate from a man

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify as a woman separate from a man

*Identifying with my body as a ‘female’ with a ‘female organ’

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify with my body as a female because i have a female organ

*Judging the body of the ‘opposite sex’, as a body with a ‘male organ’, as a male’s body

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge the body of the opposite sex as a body with a male organ, as a male’s body not realizing the body expresses itself as self as the way it is .

*Judging others as a male or a female based on my beliefs

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘others’ as a male or a female based on my beliefs

*Having a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female

organ is a female body.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female organ is a female body.

*Having a belief that the ‘opposite sex’ is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that the opposite sex is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure.

*Having a belief that when the ‘opposite sex’ stop to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the ‘relationship’

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that when the opposite sex stop to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the relationship

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Self Corrective Statement:

When I see myself going into a pattern of belief – I stop – I breath

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Self Corrective Application:

Stopping mind participation and breathing through beliefs, aversions and desires

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The first night i had with L was intense as we have to push through so many points at once, yet, it’s clear that transcendence was possible. 

The question i ask myself is, will i transcend or will i fall?

This is my reality, I am the breath in every moment here, i am directing self here, i move me, i cannot fall.

When i relaxed after i saw the points i have to work on and so many self-forgivenesses were said by L and me from the airport to his place, in terms of the 24 years age difference- the physical body is being measured in terms of the length of time it has been on earth – he’s 29 yrs old, i am 53 yrs old  - i was able to see what is here.

The fears i had, the worries, the possible family commotion that may ‘ensue’ from the whole ‘situation’ both from his side and mine, became ‘unimportant’ and ‘irrelevant’ at that moment as we already said some self-forgiveness for those points. The only thing that was real at that point was that i was seating about 2 meters away from L and that i have to push myself to bridge that space gap. I told him i came ready to face whatever points to transcend within the agreement, so i asked him, ‘are you ready to transcend these points, which is the big age difference and  the physical touch part? He said ‘yes’, so, i started to ask him where i can put my things.

Before i came to Dallas from Los Angeles, i asked him to take a video of his place so i will know how much space i will be working with. This gave me a perspective of where things are, generally.

He never had a ‘relationship’ with anyone before. That was one of the things i ‘feared’ because i had many ‘relationships’ in the past but never had a ‘relationship’ with one who stayed single for 29 years. I saw that it was just fear. It was not real as it is of the mind, so i did self-forgiveness for that. I also saw that i had a belief that if one did not have any ‘relationship’ before, he will not know how to work within a ‘relationship’ and will not know how to go about physical interaction.So, i did self-forgiveness for that too. I saw i had doubts also, but i also did self-forgiveness for that.

When we were in bed, we agreed we will massage each other so that  we will experience each other as touch, one and equal. So, we did. We both knew how to do massage so that came naturally.

I had been self intimate to my body before, when i was living alone where i touched my body every morning upon waking up, watching any movement as in, desire, and breathing through when i see it, as i direct it back to the cells – so touching his skin, is touching his skin as me. That was a self-intimate massage. I was watching any energy of desire as he massaged me so i can breath through that and i know i will be able to breath through any desire, as i had breathed through energy of desire, coming up when i touch my body when i was living alone.  That was ‘very intimate’ yet there was no desire nor attraction. It was a blend of innocence, body sensations and the breath. It was to me birthing me here as touch with/as the ‘other’. It was real as i only allowed that reality without mind participation in that moment.

Transcendence is one and equal as me.

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The points i saw within this:

*Fear of what i ‘do not know’

*Doubts about whether L can push through the ponts

*Fear to experience physical interaction with someone who never had a ‘relationship’ before

* Belief that if one did not have any ‘relationship’ before, he will not know how to work within a ‘relationship’ and will not know how to go about physical interaction.

* Desire to experience breath orgasm within an equality agreement

* Fear of mind participation

*Fear that he will have aversion for the way my body looks as i had 1 breast removed because of a previous operation

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Self-forgiveness for points coming up to stop mind participation:

*Fear of what i ‘do not know’

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear that which i ‘do not know’

*Doubts about whether L can push through the ponts

I forgive mmyself that i accepted and allowed myself to have doubts  whether L can push through the points

*Fear to have physical interaction with someone who never had a ‘relationship’ before

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear having physical interaction with someone who never had a ‘relationship’ before

* Belief /Judgment -that if one did not have any ‘relationship’ before, he will not know how to go about physical interaction.

I forgive mself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that, if one did not have any ‘relationship’ before, he will not know how to go about physical interaction.

I forgive myself to judge L that he will not know how to go about physical interaction.

* Desire to experience breath orgasm within an equality agreement

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to experience breath orgasm within an equality agreement.

* Fear of mind participation

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear mind participation

*Fear that he will have aversion for the way my body looks as i had 1 breast removed because of a previous operation

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear that he will have aversion for the way my body looks as i had 1 breast removed because of a previous operation

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Self Corrective Statements:

When i see myself go into a pattern of Fear – I stop – I breath

When i see myself go into a pattern of Belief – I stop – I breath

When i see myself go into a pattern of desire – i stop – i breath

When i see myself go into a pattern of Doubt – I stop – i breath

Self-Corrective Application:

Breathe through Fear, Beliefs, Doubts & Desire. 

Touch as self-expression as what is real here one and equal.

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