What are compliments?

I was talking to CB on the phone, a client – when he complimented my raw food preparation. After the call, i sensed a reaction when i said to my partner, “I don’t want compliments”.

I said what i said – because i was guilty. I forgot to bring some stuff for the dish – like the raw bread  - so i was feeling guilty – and judged myself as less than myself – so want to be right by – having aversion for compliments -within self- manipulation – when i can do self-forgiveness and correct myself – without having to manipulate myself by speaking my aversion for compliments – where words are being used – separate from who i really am. I will direct this in this blog using self-forgiveness and self correction.Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty that i forgot to bring the bread and 2 more condiments that compliments the dish i brought – defining myself within right and wrong – and within that judge myself as less than myself – which i believed can be corrected by having aversion for compliments – within self-manipulation – as i use words separate from who i really am – as i identify as the ego-personality.Self-correction Script:
When and as i see myself feeling guilty when i forgot something – defining myself within right and wrong -and within that have aversion for compliments – i stop – i breathe. I realise that the reason why i feel guilty is because i judged myself as less than myself when i forgot to bring the bread etc.- and so – want to be right – which i believed can happen if i have aversion for compliments – within self-manipulation – as i use words separate from who i really am. I stop participating because this is not what is best for me and not what is best for all – because i am supporting personality systems in this world that is based on guilt, judgment, self-manipulation and abuse of words.
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Part of My Self-Corrective Application:I communicated with CB that i plan to bring the bread the next day and asked him if it is okay – he said that’s fine. Since he is not always home, we agreed to just drop it outside the door, then text him to let him know. The next day i brought the raw bread – he did not have a problem with that.

The guilt was created in my mind.

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word compliment

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word compliment to the word like

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word compliment to the word ego

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word compliment to the word best

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word compliment to the word worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word compliment within the word like

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word compliment within the word ego

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word compliment within the word best

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word compliment within the word worst