ABUSE

My friend needs some self-forgiveness statements for abuse so i am doing these self-forgiveness statements and self-corrective statements to assist her as me.

My self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from others

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for being abused by others

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for abusing me

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Self-forgiveness for separation from words through the definitions, judgments etc. i gave them:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word abuse

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word brother

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word neighbor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word parents

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word neighbor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word older

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word did

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word friends

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word nothing

I forgive  myself that i accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word anger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mother

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with sorrow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with anger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with pity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with empathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with inferiority

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with help

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with others

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with shame

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with friends

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with brother

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with parents

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with nothing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word abuse with

I forgive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define abuse within pity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within sorrow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word  abuse within anger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse  within empathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within inferiority

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within help

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within others

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word abuse within shame

Self-forgiveness For Memories of the Past

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within an experience of abuse – existing within memories of the past

Self-forgiveness for Judgment

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge some actions as more than myself and some actions are less than myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that some acts are bad and some acts are good

Self-forgiveness for not taking responsibility

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not take self-responsibility to create a world where abuse is no more – where there is dignified life for all

Self-Correction

Self-Corrective Statements for separating myself from others

 When and as i see myself separating myself from others -i stop – i breath. I realize that separating myself
from others make me live life as a personality defined by my identity separate from others – which gives me a
choice to just exist in self-interest or to help. I realize this gives me a feeling that i as the personality is real as i
am the personality interacting with different personalities n my world separate from all – which gives me a
unique identity that makes me different from others. I stop participating because this is not what is best for me -
as this will give life to the ego-personality who i am stopping. This is not what is best for all because this will
support the personality systems that support the world systems which makes this world the way it is – creating
the very systems that we want to stop within our acceptances and allowances as the personality.

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Self Corrective Statements  for Blaming Myself for Being Abused by Others

When and as i see myself blaming myself for being abused by others – i stop – i breath. I realize that when i blame myself for being abused by others they become more than myself and me less than myself. This gives me a sense that i as the personality blaming another is real because i am existing within a definition of myself as energy existing within the polarity of blame and no blame – time and no time – - memory or no memory- sorrow or no sorrow – confidence and no confidence – shame or no shame – sorrow or no sorrow – anger or no anger – good or bad – positve or negative – right or wrong. This is not what is best for me because i will give life to the personality i am stopping by existing as energy. This is not what is best for all because this will support the personality systems that support the world systems which makes the world the way it is – creating the very system we want to stop.

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Self Corrective Statements for Blaming Others for Abusing Me

When and as i see myself blaming others for abusing me, i stop – i breath. I realize this makes me see myself as a victim – with no power and the abuser with more power believing that i am right and he’s wrong – that he’s bad and i am good. This gives me a sense that the personality is real because i am existing within a definition of me as energy existing within a polarity of good and bad- right or wrong – positive or negative. I stop participating because this is not what is best for me – as this will give life to the very personality i am stopping. This is not what is best for all because this supports the personality systems that support the world systems which makes this world the way it is – creating the very system we want to stop.

MUSHROOMS

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mushroom

I was looking at some pictures of raw food when i came across the picture of a pizza with mushrooms as topping. I had a slight  movement within me. That reaction came because i saw the dish as not being presented properly judging the dish as poorly presented because of a belief that mushrooms are not appropriate as a topping for a dish because it has a brown and black color. I also believed that colorful fruits and veggies are appropriate toppings for a dish.

What is it that make me choose a topping for my dish? What is it that makes me decide what is good or bad? Is my belief about what is good or bad coming from me as the personality defined by  words i connected to definitions, judgments, beliefs etc.? Is the personality who i really am or is it something i made up that is not real?

I realized i am just trapped as the personality defined by words that i connected to definitions, judgments, beliefs etc. I as who i really am is not here – the personality is here. The names of food items became more than (good) or less than (bad) what they really are – because i have made them less than or more than what they really are through my ideas, beliefs, judgments, values etc. that i have given it.

Self-honesty

I would like to self-direct myself in this blog as i realize that i am not the personality that exist separate from everything – rather i am that- that is equal to all – and that includes words. Words are symbols and symbols are a part of life – they are also equal to all. I am the breath that is here in every moment. I can – accept or not accept, allow or not allow – thoughts, words and actions – based from my starting point as a being that is re creating myself whose thoughts, words and actions are one and equal to/as what is best for all.

Commonsense

As i work for what is best for all and all of us work for what is best for all we are re creating a world that takes care of all – a world that truly honors life.

Self-forgiveness

I am going to do self-forgiveness for separation from words – the word mushroom and words i associated with it. Then i will do self-forgiveness for connecting them to different words through my beliefs, definitions, judgments etc. I will also do self-forgiveness for judging mushrooms as bad based on my belief that it is hard to digest and because it grows from dead things – where i connected mushrooms to negative energy and connected death to negative energy. I will also do self-forgiveness for judging them as less than other vegetables and for believing the colors black and brown are less than the colors red, green and orange.

Self-forgiveness for the word mushroom and other words connected to it:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  separate myself from the word mushroom.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word  fungi

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word spores

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word gills

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words mushroom soup

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words mushroom burger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words baked  mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words stuffed mushrooms

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sentient

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word tamasik

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Self-forgiveness on connecting words with other words based on my beliefs, judgments etc.:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word fungi

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word pores

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word gills

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words mushroom soup

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words mushroom burger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words baked mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words stuffed mushroom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word sentient

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word digestion

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word hard

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom to the words poorly presented

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word grow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the word sunlight

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mushroom with the words negative energy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death with negative energy

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the mushroom as less than other vegetables and other vegetables more than the mushrooms

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is not sentient to eat mushrooms because the guru said so.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the guru as more than myself

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the information i heard and read from the guru

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the information coming from the guru is more than myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  believe that mushrooms has negative energy because it grow from dead things from the ground

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge dead things from the ground as less than myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the colors black and brown as less than the colors red, green and orange

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when the food is garnished with black and brown colored vegetables it is poorly presented and when it is garnished with veggies colored green, red and orange – it is well presented

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is a good way to present a dish and a bad way to present a dish.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that energy is negative when it is coming from dead things and good when it is coming from living things – making living things more than non-living things and non-living things as less than living things

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge death as bad and life as good – existing within the polarity of birth and death, sorrow and happiness, movement and no movement.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that mushrooms are hard to digest

What will really happen on Dec 21, 2012?

I saw the movie 2012 when it came out about 2 years ago. At the end of the movie, they built a big vehicle that can only fit in so many people and then transported the humans to a place that the director of the movie did not even know.  The movie ended without showing where the vehicle landed or where the destination would be. This was of course how the writer and the director designed this movie and the reason they made this movie is to make money – not to answer people’s questions.

What will really happen on Dec 21, 2012?

Instead of answering this,  let’s question this – question …

These are the questions i asked myself and the answers:

1.What is it that makes Dec 21, 2012 special than any other day?

Answer: Nothing. I connected the word Mayan calendar with the Mayans. I then connected the Mayans to supernatural powers according to beliefs that i formed from information that i heard and read. I specialized them in a way and so made the calendar they made special. Within this judgment of them being special and the Mayan calendar as special, i interpreted the end of their calendar as a prediction of the end of time. This was because i believed they have the ability to see the future. I did not see that the Mayan calendar is just like our calendar. It ends at a certain point. Our calendar ends usually on December 31st of every year.

2. Why did i think that the Mayan calendar is better than the normal calendar?

Answer: It’s because of my belief that since the Mayans lived in ancient times, they have more power to see the future than me. I connected the Mayans with supernatural powers. Then, i judged them as better than me because i don’t have any power to see the future. I did not realize that i am here as breath in every moment and i live life and can change life to represent that which is best for all in all ways – and that is real power.

3. What if aliens come and take me to another planet in Dec 2012 and set me up to live in an alien civilization or planet?

Answer: I have to make sense of what is here on earth and assist all to have a dignified life. The fact that i am taking self-responsibility in working for what is best for all life on earth – without the need for any savior is a point of self stability. Self-trust will enable me to stand and direct me to stop any fear of the future and the fear of any alien coming. It is that very FEAR that is enslaving me and the very starting point of why i asked this question.

3. How can i be sure that i am always safe and not subject to any changes on earth? It is commonsensical to assist in creating a world that truly honors life and to make sure that all lives a dignified life having equal power so no one take advantage of each other. This will ensure that i will live a stable life because what is best for all is what is best for me. I recommend to research about Equal Money

Healthy Food

Why did i define some food as healthier than other food? What makes me read information about health and fitness more than articles about politics and government? What makes me interested in watching videos that talks about research on health, fitness and nutrition?

I did not ask myself these questions when i decided to eat healthy foods. I did not ask what was the starting point of personalities writing and speaking about healthy food. I did not ask what makes me fear being sick . I did not ask why i want to be healthy. I was just a personality defined by my desire to look good and feel good.  I did not look at the personalities writing or speaking and where they were coming from.

 I am just trapped as the personality defined by words i connected to my belief that healthy food will make me feel good and look good. I defined myself as this look good feel good personality  based from what i heard from people who said so and based from books i read whose authors said so. I then took these as my truth.

When i speak or write words defined by my beliefs, judgments, opinions, ideas etc., I am not here – i am here as the personality. The names i give objects, people, events or  food items are being made more than or less than who i am . I have made it more than (good)or less than (bad) me through the definitions, beliefs, ideas, opinions etc. i have given it . People made words more than (good) or less than them (bad) through the beliefs, judgments etc.  they have given it.

I would like to direct this personality point of perceived separation from words in this blog by doing self-forgiveness for the words healthy food and the words i associated with it:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words healthy food

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word healthy

I frogive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceivemyself separate from the word illness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word hospital

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the phrase “I am what i eat”

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word fresh

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word doctor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word natural

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word organic

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words vitamin supplement

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words health food store

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word naturopath

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word colonics

What is it that happens within our subconscious and unconscious when we profile another human being?

When the feeling with another human being develops, what is that feeling that comes out? Where does it come from? Why does it exist?

What is it that exist within us as human beings that have us approach another human being this way?

I never looked at these points before. I only looked at these points when i listened to the 14 what is sex videos L bought from eqafe. I accepted who i have become as the personality as if it is who i really am. I did not question how i perceived sex and why. I never questioned why i desired another human being. I accepted it as part of who i defined myself as the personality.  I accepted everything i liked about sex, specially the ones relating to Tantric Sex in books  that i read. I accepted everything i heard about Taoist sex believing it was the way sex should be because it is more divine than normal sex .  I was just a personality defined by pleasure and ecstasy. I was just a personality defined by my fear of losing that good feeling, fear of losing that nice guy, fear of losing that good relationship, fear of losing that financial stability. I forgot who i really am in each breath in every moment. I forgot that i was affecting all of life in every word i say or write. That was my self-dishonesty. So, i am looking at this point and directing it here in this blog.

Only when i started to look did i realize that the words that was said or written by my family, by the media etc. were spoken or written by people other than myself. I did not look at the personalities writing or speaking those words  as to whether they spoke and/or wrote those words defined by their own beliefs, judgments, opinions etc.

I realized that when i speak or do something in every moment, i am not here as who i really am because i am trapped within the personality defined by the words that iconnected to my definitions, judgments, beliefs etc.  I am not here – my personality is here.

The name of the object, person or event is being given a meaning more (good) or less (bad) than what it is – because we have made it more or less than what it is through my ideas, beliefs, judgments, values that we as  humanity has given it. This is what we did with the word Sex. We made it more than ourselves as if it were special defining it according to what we believe based on our beliefs, judgments etc. not realizing that words are not separate from who we really are.

I would like to direct this here by doing self-forgiveness for separating myself from the word SEX and the words i associated with it:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word sex

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word  woman

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word man

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word vagina

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word penis

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word sexy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word tender

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word bed

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word intimacy

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word massage

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words  making love

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words lips to lips

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word breast

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word intercourse

I forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word relationship

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word adults

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself separate from the word condom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word motel

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word xxx

I forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word Tantra

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words Tantric sex

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word desire

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words pubic hair

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word kamasutra

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words divine sex

I forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words Taoist sex

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words Mantak Chia

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word whisper

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the words adult movies

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word lingam

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word yoni

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself separate from the word forbidden