July 31, 2011
What makes woman a woman? What makes a man a man? Do we define ourselves by what clothes we wear? Does the sexual organs define who we are? Who are we really?
L and i was in the house preparing to go to the gay club to see points that will come up, so we can do self-forgiveness for them and stop participating in the mind.
I noticed that i was turning away from where L was dressing up, having aversion to see him dressed up like a woman. I saw that, so i pushed myself, to face my fear of seeing him in womans clothing – i sensed an unconscious point – i have aversion to him dressing like a woman because i see him as a man, as that body. I thought that picture presentation was who he really is. I saw that his gender is a man because he has a male sex organ. I defined him by associating the being with the sex organ that is perceived to be the body with a male sex organ. This was what i programmed myself to believe -what a woman or a man is, as per what society says.
This picture, is how i want to picture him in my mind. What i did not see is that who he really is, as the Breath in every moment here. My eyes tell me otherwise.
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Points and Self -Forgiveness:
*Identification with the body
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body.
*Self-dishonesty
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be self-dishonest by identifying with the body, not realizing i am the breath in every moment here
*Belief that how we present ourselves by the way we dress and present ourselves as that picture presentation is who we really are
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that how we present ourselves by the way we dress and how we present ourselves within that picture presentation is who we really are
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Self Corrective Statements:
I am woman – I am man – I am one and equal as all life .
I am the breath in every moment here.
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When and as i see myself having aversion to see what is here – i stop – i breath and let go. I realise it needs my participationfor polarity to exist. I Irealise this is not what is best for me and not what is best for all. I stop participating
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