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Physical Interaction With/As Music

Posted by juneroca on June 29, 2011

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Removing the Cover

June 8, 2011

I suggested we use music in physical interaction, as i have always been ‘emotionally’ affected by music in the past. I see that i can transcend within this. So, i asked L to download some music and then i picked the one that affected me the most. It was a jazz music. I ‘like’ jazz music. The particular music i selected awakens some feelings and memories of romance as i have associated it with past events that involved being with a man in a restaurant, and having ‘intimate’ coversations within a ‘relationship’ setting. Music also ’turns me on’ and prepares the way for physical nteraction.

When the music commenced i stayed focus and breathed through the music as it was being played for about 5 minutes. I asked L to allow me to be self- intimate as i did that. I asked him to not touch me during that time. I also did self-forgiveness for points coming up. Mostly what came up were associations with ‘feelings and emotions’ related to ‘good feelings within having sex’.

When i was clear of thoughts, feelings and emotions, we had physical interaction. During that time, i remained as the breath, directing whatever desires come up back to self. I was also able to push through my points.

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Points i saw within this:

*Belief that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

*Perceiving music as separate from me

*Perceiving the music notes as separate from me

*Perceiving the musical instrument as separate from me

*Perceiving the musician as separate from me

*Associating good sex with music

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Self-forgiveness:

*Belief that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can be affected by music in a ‘positive or negative’ way

*Perceiving music as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive music as separate from me

*Perceiving the musical instrument as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive the musical instrument/instruments separate from me

*Perceiving the musician as separate from me

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to perceive the musician separate from me

*Associating good sex with music

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to associate good sex with music

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself getting into a pattern of desire – i stop – i breath.

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The 21 days breathing for freedom

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‘I want to Help’ :Real and Covert Kiss and Self-forgiveness

Posted by juneroca on June 29, 2011

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L has been ‘helping’ a friend by giving him a lift to work. Let’s call him D. He was hospitalized for 2 weeks for some ‘minor’ ailment. About a month ago, he came out of the hospital so L and gave him a lift home. Three weeks ago he called L to ask him to lend him money. L was considering lending him money. I asked him why, and he said if he will not lend him money, he will still bring him to work at night, so it will be self-dishonesty. I did not quite ‘understand’ that.

Within that, I saw the self-dishonesty in not stopping. So, i looked at my mind participation in this, and i saw i did participate in terms of other points in my process where i did not stop when i need to and became self-dishonest by doing self-forgiveness without stopping mind participation. So i realized my own self-dishonesty within that. I saw my eyes became wet, as i saw how i manipulated self and justified my own self-dishonesty within my own process. I did self-forgiveness for that and then, i shared what happened within that with L.

After i looked at my participation, i asked L why he is blogging about stopping and then in his actions he is actually participating in the mind? I said he has to stop his process if he is to participate in the mind beciause this is self-dishonesty. I saw that he cannot stop participating. He said, ‘how can i stop my process, when that is who i am?

I said that makes sense.

At that point he started calling his friend D on the phone and L said he is going to stop abusing him’ and that he is not gonna give him the money and that he is not taking him to work and L is going to let him take self-responsibility for his life’. His friend, D said he believed i am influencing L and that he lost respect in L.

That was fascinating to see how events unfold to make us see who we are.

About a week after this incident, L called his friend again and said he is willing to assist him. His friend refused the offer and said his girlfriend gives him a lift sometimes. His friend told him that he walked 15 miles to work when he did not give him a lift. We did not really believe him.

We figured out what was best for all is to ask him for gas money. This did not happen eventually because L said he did not have money yet to pay him and that he will ask him the money later when he gets the money.

His ‘relationship’ with his friend also involved fear points on violence and fear that L can be possibly mugged by D’s other friends who belong to a gang who he claimed can be violent and that they do not fear anyone, not even authorities.

I met his friend once briefly, so, i directed myself to meet him again to really assist L in this ‘area’. I decided to come with L when he drives him to work to get to know his friend D. I am sure that i will see some points i can do self-forgiveness for when i come face to face with him. So, i went with L last week. When his friend, D got out of the car he said something. L said his friend is very direct in the way he speak to everyone. On the ‘contrary’, I did not see that. I noticed that he speaks with a low tone of voice and he makes everyone laugh because he jokes around most of the time. So, i pointed this out to L. I told him that i am seeing that he is speaking that way to please everyone and that is done to covertly get empathy with people. I told him i have done that before and now i would do self-forgiveness for my past mind participation.

He then reached over to give me a kiss on the cheeks.I asked him why he did that. He said that he did that because he sees me very serious when i said what i said and that was done by him to keep me from being serious. I told him the reason i said that is because i have done that covert kiss or covert action in the past to my friends and relatives. I realized real kiss is touching with the use of the lips without any thoughts, feelings, emotions, beliefs, manipulations etc.

I used to be liked so much because of that. I also do not yell, as i am being ‘nice’ all the time and that is how i manipulate them in getting what i want, which is ’ help’ when i needed them. I suggested we do self-forgiveness for shared points between the three of us.

That was fascinating to see how we are assisted to face who we are through the people we meet.

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The points i see within this:

*manipulating others through being ‘nice’ to them

*fear of rejection from others

*desire to be liked

*Belief that i am less than, so i want to be more than = recognition =survive as the ego/personality,

*Desire to give and receive ‘help’

*Aversion to not receiving nor giving ‘help’

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Self-forgiveness to stop the mind

*manipulating others through being ‘nice’ to them

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others through being ‘nice’ or being ‘kind’ to them

*fear of rejection from others

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear rejection from others

*desire to be liked so i can be special

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire people to like me so i can be special

*Belief that i am less than, so i want to be more than = recognition =survive as the ego/personality

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to think i am less than, so i want to be more than because i see that as others recognizing me which is me surviving as the ego/personality

*Desire to give and receive ‘help’

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to give and receive ‘help’ from others

*Aversion for not receiving nor giving ‘help’

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for not receiving nor giving help to others

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Self-corrective statement:

When i see myself getting into a pattern of belief – i stop – i breath

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“I Miss Dallas”: Fear And Self-forgiveness

Posted by juneroca on June 29, 2011

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L and I left last from Cameron’s place. The rest of the Destonians left earlier. It was about 7:30 pm alreay when we left because he showed us how to earn money from the techno-tutor and showed us how to assess our reading speed using the software and how it can be assist in SRAT.

When we were on the road, L said he missed Dallas but, on our way to Houston, from Dallas, he was asking the lady at the toll gate where downtown Houston was when we were paying the toll , and expressed ‘desire’ to see downtown Houston. I saw points within this.

I suggested for us to spend the night in downtown Houston. He said he likes to have a good night’s rest in the apartment in Dallas and expressed fear that if we stay in Houston the computers etc. will be stolen. I suggested self-forgiveness for points and decided to stay the night in Houston.

When we were looking for hotels, there was a big discrepancy in the amount of money they charge per night and the kind of accomodation people get depended on the amount of money people have. The present system support inequality. This will not happen in an equal money system.

The self-forgiveness was done on points and some more points came up on sex. That was also self-forgiven.

The next day, we travelled back to Dallas.

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The points within this:

*Fear of death

*Fear of losing ones possessions

*Aversion for change

*Desire to be in a familiar place

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Self-forgiveness

*Fear of death

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear death

*Fear of losing ones possessions

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my possessions

*Aversion for change

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for change

*Desire to remain in a familiar place

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to remain in a familiar place

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself get into a pattern of desire or aversion – i stop – i breath

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Self-corrective application:

Staying in Houston and push through points

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What will Assist In Creating Heaven On Earth, Monogamous Relationships, Open Relationships or Equality Agreements?

Posted by juneroca on June 29, 2011

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Will a monogamous relationship create a worl where life is truly honored? No, because it is based on the relationship geometry of attraction, desire and sex which are min participation, not true self-expression.

Will having an open relationship create a world where life is trully honored? No, because it is based on the relationship geometry of attraction, desire and sex which are mind participation, not true self-expression.

Monogamous and Open Relationships exist within separation. They are based from ego/personality identification and body identification as a woman/man.

L and I was talking yesterday and he told me that he was looking into open relationships before he got into an equality agreement. He also told me that he is still a member of a group that is into open relationships in a social network. First, i was ‘surprised’, then i remembered when i was beginning to search about ‘sexuality and spirituality’, i used to research a group named after its founder, Rael. it’s called the Raelians.

I can choose to react ‘negatively’ to what he said or i can ’think with him’, but both will be mind participation as both are polarity opposites of the same mind energetics. I am in process of birthing me here as self, so i have to look at it from that starting point. From that perspective, equality agreements is self-expression and can assist in creating a world where life is truly honored, because, instead of the relationship geometry being the basis for its existence, it is stopping the mind, as in birthing self here in every moment, oneness and equality and breath orgasm that forms its geometry

I looked at this video in youtube, called ’Open Relationships’ so i will have a reality of what it is about. For someone into ‘New Age Spirituality ‘or “Tantric Sex’, this will appeal to their taste , but having investigated both a while back, i can say both are mind participation within polarity manifestations.

In both Monogamous and Open Relationships, desires, thoughts, feelings and emotions are being given life – importance - the individual comes from a starting point of separation from all life, where he/she identifies with the body and identifies as a man/woman/homosexual/transverstite. This is based on the personality/ego, hence, not Self.

Equality agreement is self-expression. It uses self-forgiveness, taking self-responsibility, self-honesty, self-direction, self-corrective application etc. as tools to stop the mind. The personality/ego is being self-forgiven. This allows the self to step forth. Sex is also being used without mind participation so it becomes self-expression.

In equality agreements, sex can be a tool for transcendence within sex, because the being is self-directive as the breath in every moment, with or without touch, where desire energetics can be directed back to self – back to the physical, the cells of the body, where they came from.

Equality agreements can assist in birthng self here and in creating heaven on earth.

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Unconscious Points within this:

*Belief that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

*Identification with the body

*Identification as the ego/personality

*Desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self -expression, not realizing it is mind participation

*Aversion for Open Relationships

*Desire to have a monogamous relationship

*Aversion to commiting to a monogamous relationships

Self-forgiveness:

*Belief that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that repeated sex with the same partner will be boring in the long term and sex with new partners will be exciting

*Identification as the body

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

*Identification as the ego/personality

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify as the ego/personality

*Desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self -expression, not realizing it is mind participation

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to experiment with open relationships thinking it is self-expression, not realizing it is mind participation.

*Aversion for Open Relationships

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for open relationships

*Desire to have a monogamous relationship

i forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to have a monogamous relationship

*Aversion to commiting to a monogamous relationships

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for commiting to a monogamous relationship

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Agreements: Self-forgiveness on 2 Opposite Polarities of The Same Thing

Posted by juneroca on June 18, 2011

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L and i was meeting his friend and his girlfriend in a bowlodrome . We were going to play bowling. We were driving to the place when his friend called to see why we took so long. I told L to tell him we were late because i shaved my head, knowing that his friend W did not know i have a shaved head. I was in a way anticipating that he will not ‘like’ it and will react to me having a shaved head. L said it is good for him to not know because then he will be surprised. I wanted to let him know beforehand so he will not be ‘shocked’.

I saw my points the moment I said what i said, so i suggested to L we do self-forgiveness for our points.

We did self-forgiveness for 2 opposite polarities. I did self-forgiveness for wanting to let him know and L did self-forgivenes for not wanting to let him know.

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The points i see within this:

*Hiding

*Belief that a woman with a shaved head is not accepted in society = not normal, and that a w0man with hair is accepted in society = normal

*Identification with the body

*Manipulating others reaction

*Wanting to be special

*Fear of what others will say

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Self-forgiveness for mind participation to release self :

*Hiding

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to hide my shaved head thinking it is not normal to have shave head

*Belief that a woman with a shaved head is not accepted in society = not normal, and that a w0man with hair is accepted in society = normal

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that a woman with a shaved head is not accepted in society and a woman with hair is accepted in society.

*Identification with the body

*I forgive myself that i accepted an allowed myself to identify with the body

*Manipulating others reaction

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others reaction

*Wanting to be special

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to want to be special

*Fear of what others will say

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowe myself to fear what others will say

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Equality Agreements: ‘This Is Intense’, I Am Living LIFE For REAL

Posted by juneroca on June 16, 2011

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L and I had been together for 1 and 1/2 months. It ‘seems’ to me, we were together for ‘lifetimes’, because my process has never been this ‘intense’ . L said the same thing as we were talking about it a week ago. Within the agreement, I do Self-forgiveness in every moment i see the mind coming in. That was the same thing i did when i was living on my own.

What’s the ‘difference’?

L being in the agreement with/as me, sees points that i do not see and points it out to me. I also point out to him points that he cannot see . Then, we listen to each other’s self-forgiveness statements and make sure that the self-corrective application is being done. If we have a point that remains unresolved, we ask the assistance of our buddies in the Desteni I Process to see the points we’ve missed. This is amazing shit indeed.

What kind of a ‘relationship’ does this, here on earth? I haven’t ’experienced’ any like this before. This is ‘intense’, from the mind’s perspective., but self-expression in action from the perspective of Self.

Within a ‘relationship’, one becomes dependent on energetic ‘ups and downs’, as ‘love’ is exchanged between ‘lovers’ where the ‘relationship evolve around attraction, desire and sex’. This ‘ideal relationship’ as defined by the mind is where a person who is ’in love’ with the ‘other’ becomes ‘consumed’ by it . Both desires to maintain the ‘ideal blissful state’ no matter what, for the ‘relationship’ to be ‘real’, yet when the ‘ relationship ends’, ’love ends’ , and ’love’ turns to hate.

In Equality agreements, the breath becomes the directive force. Whatever arise that is of the mind is being stopped. Feelings of Love are being self-forgiven. Living together takes a ‘new’ meaning when one lives wih someone who is doing the same process of stopping the mind – where the self is being birthed. It is ‘almost impossible ‘for the mind to ‘understand’ this self process because the mind uses logic which is limited - to ‘understand’ that which is not defined by limits. So, it ‘fails’. It is the reverse of what i used to do when i was in ‘past relationships’, which was, to ‘preserve’ the ‘love’ . In equality agreements, i am there to stop the ”love’ rather than nurture it. The equality agreement is only real if the beings in it stand as Self (stopping the mind) wihin the process. The moment the mind is allowed and accepted as in feelings, thoughts and emotions, it turns into a ‘relationship’, a relationship of the mind with another mind, perceived separate from all. So, self-forgiveness for mind participation is the key.

Feelings are of the mind, therefore they do not exist here in the physical for real. In ‘relationships, feelings, which are not real, is being made real by the ‘lovers’ . It is the reverse in equality agreements. I realized within my agreement with/as L that this is for real, that this is in fact seeing the ‘other’ as me as that breath, that is eternally here. When he ‘fucks up’, i have to support him as me, in my own process.

In my past ’relationships’, this is a point of leaving and finding ‘another’ one. The starting point being, i perceive myself separate from my ‘partner’, so i ‘can find another separate from myself to unite with again’, who will ‘make me whole again’. The MIND is being supported in its perceived separation.

In equality agreements, both recognizes that we had been participating in the mind in the past, and agree that this has to be stopped through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and taking self-responsibility for the Self to step forth – birthing itself here in the physical.

Where the ’relationship’ based on the mind, exist to preserve the ‘relationship geometry’ of attraction, desire and sex, in equality agreements, the act of sex is being used to change the sex system within the system. Desire is being self-forgiven so it is not desire that is fuelling it. It is not attraction fuelling it. Do we enjoy? Yes, and the mind will not ‘understand that’. From the perspective of Self, it is Self enjoying itself here – self-expression for real. Why? Because It is the agreement ‘geometry’ of what is best for all, stopping the mind and breath orgasm that is generating the birthing of self here, one and equal as all life, and in the process, we stop our unconscious participation, and within it create heaven on earth. This is REAL.

That reality will have to be lived in fact in all areas of life. It is quite a process, but i am willing to stand within my process no matter what because i am here and i cannot deny the fact that i am one and equal as all life here. We all exist here.

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Physical Interaction, The Breath and Orgasm

Posted by juneroca on June 11, 2011

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In my ‘past relationships’, the amount of ‘attraction, desire and love’ as feelings , thoughts and emotions were the ‘driving force’ behind physical interaction. Being in an agreement where love, desire, feelings or emotions are being self-forgiven, i did not know what to ‘expect’ in the beginning. I just did self-forgiveness for everything of the mind.

So, when we gave each other massages in the evenings, there was this slight ‘expectation’ for feelings or emotions popping out to be consumed within physical interaction. As i realized that this ’unconscious expectation’ is of the mind, therefore not real, i just breathed through it. I was breathing aloud so that i will be present in every moment & not fall into the mind throughout the whole ‘experience’. I realized that the body is here. The breath is here, and within the physical interaction, when the thoughts, feelings, emotions etc. had been self-forgiven and released, there is something that remains that has always been here That was pushed aside in favor of the mind. We forgot to see that reality that never change, that is REAL.

The breath is who i am. I breathe. I am here.

The inhalation is when i ‘gather’ the ‘ mind energy’/ “self “, then i direct it back to the body (realizing that the mind feeds off the body) as i breath out. That is when i realized self-expression is the expression of what is here. The ‘experience’ of that physical interaction with/as the body and as the breath as i direct ‘ mind energy’ back to self is ORGASM.

I realized that we have to purify that which is here to manifest only what is eternally here, which is LIFE, one and equal, and work for what is best for all. At present what is on earth is a manifestation of man’s greed as we abuse LIFE.

An essential part of an Equality Agreement is to birth self here and to assist in establishing a world where LIFE is truly honored so that what is here will be what remains eternally as who we really are, where greed is no ‘more’ – bringing heaven into/as earth – Universal Orgasm.

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Self-forgiveness Within Physical Interaction

Posted by juneroca on June 1, 2011

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It was my second night with L in Dallas. That night, we gave each other a massage, and after the massage, all points about physical intimacy in my past relationships started coming out, one after the other. There were points in my body which when touched awakens memory of past physical interaction within my ‘relationships’ in the past. I told L to give me time to face these points. I decided to do self-forgiveness for each point that came out. It took me about 2 hours to finish all the points.

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Some of the points I saw within this – the rest will be in the ebook that I am making:

*Identifying with the body

*Identifying as a woman separate from a man

*Identifying with the body of a ‘female’ with a ‘female organ’

*Judging the body of the ‘opposite sex’, as male, as a body with a ‘male organ’

*Judging others as a male or a female based on my beliefs

*Having a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female organ is a female body.

*Having a belief that the ‘opposite sex’ is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure

*Having a belief that when the ‘opposite sex’ stops to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the ‘relationship’

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Self-forgiveness to stop the mind, so Self can step forth:

*Identifying with the body

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

*Identifying as a woman separate from a man

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify as a woman separate from a man

*Identifying with my body as a ‘female’ with a ‘female organ’

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to identify with my body as a female because i have a female organ

*Judging the body of the ‘opposite sex’, as a body with a ‘male organ’, as a male’s body

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge the body of the opposite sex as a body with a male organ, as a male’s body not realizing the body expresses itself as self as the way it is .

*Judging others as a male or a female based on my beliefs

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘others’ as a male or a female based on my beliefs

*Having a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female

organ is a female body.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that a body with a male organ is a male body and a body with a female organ is a female body.

*Having a belief that the ‘opposite sex’ is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that the opposite sex is there to fulfill my desires and give me pleasure.

*Having a belief that when the ‘opposite sex’ stop to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the ‘relationship’

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that when the opposite sex stop to fulfill my desire and is not willing to give me pleasure, I have to end the relationship

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When I see myself going into a pattern of belief – I stop – I breath

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Stopping mind participation and breathing through beliefs, aversions and desires

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