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When we ended the agreement, many points came out from the “past”. I did self-forgiveness for them & directed them. Though, there was one thing that i did not understand. When L asked B’s advise, B said we both have a point. I still cannot see L’s point – participating in a network marketing company that supports the system – but when B says something i look at it very closely, making sure i do not miss any point. So, i decided to write about my experience within the agreement – knowing that all points will come out in the open as i write about it. While i was posting, i looked at what i wrote and  saw myself writing about the agreement as my only real agreement or “relationship”. I had many “relationships” in the “past” & to see that i was writing that, was an eye opener. I figured out that since we both are stopping the mind & we are birthing self here, from that perspective, the agreement is real. My other “relationships” before were based on shared likes and desire for each other - which is of the MIND and is allowing mind participation – it is not real. There are many things also – which are culturally and/or socially ”taboo” – which is of the mind- which can be transcendence points or points we can push through & transcend. So, it’s worth looking at these points again. The Network Marketing business looks “like” a point of process- points i can do self-forgiveness for & direct -since i can do self-forgiveness for past participation in it.  So, we began to talk about agreement within the disagreement. We decided to get back together again and meet the first weekend of May 2011 so that the physical interaction will be in. We also added the physical interaction within the agreement manifesto. Then, the agreement support video from Sunnette came out. The realization that i am one and equal as the system made sense. Cool.

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Links:

Network Marketing: my participation within the system


http://juneroca.wordpress.com/2011/04/26/network-marketing-looking-at-recruitment-as-exploiting-peoples-desires/

Ending The Agreement:


http://juneroca.wordpress.com/2011/04/24/thats-it-ending-an-agreement-within-an-agreement-to-honor-the-agreement/

Disagreement within the agreement..


http://juneroca.wordpress.com/2011/04/21/i-disagree-equality-agreement-9th-day-disagreement-within-an-agreement-041911/

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The points i saw within this:

*Fear of being in a “relationship” again

*Aversion to the difficulties involved within an agreement

*Not being one and equal as Leon

*Not being one and equal as the system

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Self-forgiveness Statements for points i saw:

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being in a relationship again

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowe myself to have aversion to difficulties involved within an agreement.

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to not be one and equal as Leon

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to not be one and equal as the system

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Self-Corrective Statement

When i see myself going in perceived separation from someone – I stop – I breath

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Self-Corrective Application

I directed me to get back together within an agreement with/as Leon an signed up with the same network networking company – as one and equal as the system

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

*People in relationships will not work so hard to get the basic necessities to survive in dignity

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other
Equal rights – women and men have equal rights within a “relationship”
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Check out:
Equal Money for All:
http://www.equalmoney.org
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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:
http://www.desteniiprocess.com
Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166
My Site:
http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com
Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,
818-319-3882

Link: Equal Money & Multi-Level Marketing



I got into network marketing in the “past” when i answered an ad about a nutrition product for losing weight. They gave out a free sample for me to take so i asked for it to be delivered. Instead of a delivery truck, i saw a tall slender, well-presented picture presentation of a woman riding a mercedes benz deliver it to my place. When i interviewed her, i found out she is the head of this number 1 group in Australia. I was “amazed”. On top of that the products are for free plus free delivery  . I was asked to “try” the product for a week and see the results. I took the nutritional supplements to replace 2 meals. I just ate 1 meal a day and substituted 2 meals with the supplements. After a week i lost 10 lbs or so. That’s cool  for me at that time so i decided to buy the product. As i was buying the product, someone talked to me about being an agent of the company. This woman who delivered the products talked to me about having to buy the products at discounted prices and the chance to have my own business if i will sign up. I did sign up because i want to have a home business that can grow so that i will not work my 8-5 job, as a manager of a baby store selling baby appliances. I paid about $A250 for the starter kit. I started training to sell by attending the weekly meetings where there’s lots of testimonials by people who either “healed” themselves using the product or lost weight using the product. I also shared my testimonial. So, i talked about what happened to me and how they too can lose weight or be “healed” using the products. I called people and friends, earned a little money and decided to stop because it requires a lot of time and effort to do when i was working a 9-5 job.

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Points i saw within this:

*Participating in recruitment geared towards exploiting people’s desires

*Allowing myself to be part of a company that abuse use of plants to heal disease -belief based on – sickness = death, health = survival – rather than realize that the mind feeds off the body and that’s why we get sick, so stopping the mind is key.

*Not Stopping Mind Participation at the start of the recruitment process

*Signing up as i had been driven by my Belief – the woman who gave me the supplements look good = she’s driving a mercedes benz = money, = i will earn money if i join

*Giving Money Value = Mind, as i give money to pay for the starter kit – starting point is desire (MIND), rather than from a starting point of being one and equal as money.

*Giving testimonial on the product making me lose weight and making me healthy not realizing that that is self deception and self dishonesty.

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Self-forgiveness Statements to release past mind participation and releasing mind systems in the physical:  

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to participate in recruitment geared towards exploiting people’s desires

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Allow myself to be part of a company that abuse the use of plants to heal disease -ich is coming from a starting point of belief based on – sickness = death, health = survival – rather than realize that the mind feeds off the body and that’s why we get sick, so stopping the mind is key.

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to not stop mind participation by not responding to the advertisements that has a stating point of separation and mind participation at the start of the recruitment process

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to sign up as i had been driven by my Belief that – the woman who gave me the supplements look good = she’s driving a mercedes benz = money, = i will earn money if i join .

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to give money value = mind, as i give money to pay $250 for the starter kit – starting point is desire (MIND), rather than from a starting point of being one and equal as money.

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to give testimonial on the product making me lose weight and making me healthy not realizing that that is self deception and self dishonesty not realizing that the mind feeds off the body and to stop the mind is the key.

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself going into a pattern of Desire – I stop – I breath

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Self-Corrective Application:

*Will look at all points relating to my partcipation in the network marketing industry supporting desire, do self-forgiveness for what i participated in/as then stop – i breath

*Direct me here as Self

*Assist L to see what i saw as me

*Enrollment in the Desteni I Process courses and being a client, agent or recruiter, hence, earning money from selling a product -Education to stop the mind and how to be one and equal as all life – as it assist the individual to embrace all parts of himself as himself.

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Earning Money from the Desteni I Process as the Solution:

The Product – Education on stopping the mind and self-realization - of the Desteni I Process being sold to people is giving money value = LIFE because the money paid and the product given in exchange will assist the person to stop the mind and be one and equal as all LIFE.

In Recruitment, people’s desire is not being exploited, rather it is being stopped. 

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Points of Inequality In The Network Marketing Industry:

*The entire organizational set-up is about earning money for oneself and is based on self-interest rather than from the starting point of what is best for all

Equal Money As Solution:

Equal money for all will stop this as there will be a new system governing businesses 

Companies In The Equal Money system:

 
http://equalmoney.org/articles/companies-in-the-equal-money-system/

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other within a “relationship”/agreement and in society as well.

Equal rights – women and men have equal rights within a “relationship” and in society
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Check out:
Equal Money for All:
http://www.equalmoney.org
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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:
http://www.desteniiprocess.com
Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166
My Site:
http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com
Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,
818-319-3882

 

When i sent a text message to L about me calling the agreement off, if he does not stop participating in the network marketing company that supports the system, I told him if he does not call me the next day, it means he will continue on his participation in the company and the agreement will be off. The next day he called me and we talked. I said i saw his blog and that i saw the points he did self-forgiveness statements for. I asked him what he will do to stop his participation in the company. He said he will not sign up with the company. There is also this other point relating to his friend who he said needed his “help” because he cannot work if he will not give him a lift to work. He said he will just help him get his drivers license and  that’s it. I asked him if he looked for job openings in LA at the place where he works, and he said not yet, he will first help his friend get a driver’s license then he will do that. So, to assist him, i looked at his financial state, and looked at how it is possible to pay these debts without him participating in the network mktng business. I participated in the network marketing business for 10 years before and have looked at my own finances and is in the process of  repairing it also, so i can see it is possible for him to not participate and still be able to pay his debt. After looking closely, i saw that to pay his debt he has to spend a little bit more a month. What he receives in his 7-4 job is enough to pay for all his monthly bills and pay for his debt on top of that. In fact he’s got savings per month after all has been paid. He also showed me an email he sent to B about the situation and his answer where he told us to work on this ourselves because both of us have a point. I have to cut our communication in the middle of it because i had to work. i said i will be back in an hour. When i come back after an hour, i went to the computer and looked at the newsfeed in facebook and i saw his status changed to single. I can’t understand what was going on. So, i sent him a message to call me. He did call me and said he emailed me about his decision to end the agreement because he has to really sign up for this company so that in 2 months he will be financially able. I said that i will honor what his decision is, but advised him to do it in a way where he can respect me as an equal and wait for my response to his email or call me to end the agreement. So, it ended.

L’s Blog Link on the same subject:


http://blackwaterpower.blogspot.com/2011/04/end-of-agreement-with-j.html

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My Points and L’s points which i saw within this :

*Self-sabotage

*Self Diminishment

*Helping others

*Fear of getting into relationships

*Fear of rejection

*Regret

*Aversion to be in a relationship to take on points of another on top of the points i am taking on myself

*Desire to be in a relationship

*Desire to control the situation

*Dishonesty

*Self-interest

*Identification as a woman separate from a man

*feeling of loneliness or sadness

*Aversion for the ending of the agreement to be exposed in public 

*Desire to end the agreement in private

*Fear of being taken avantaged of

*Wanting to be right and so miss the points being shown in the event

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*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to sabotage self by agreeing on honoring the agreement, deciding to not support the system and then turn around and support the system anyway

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to diminish self by supporting the system when i know there is a way of paying my debts other than support the system

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to think that when i “help others” i am assisting as self, not realizing that that is the ego/personality helping another perceive separate from oneself.

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Fear getting into relationships

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Fear rejection

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have regrets about the agreement ending

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have Aversion to be in a relationship to take on points of another on top of the points i am taking on myself

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Desire to be in a relationship

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Desire to control the situation

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest by omitting details within what happened  

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to act in self-interest rather than what is best for all

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Identify as a woman separate from a man

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to feel lonely and/or sad

*I forgie myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for the ending of the agreement to be exposed in public 

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to end the agreement in private

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being taken advantaged of

*Wanting to be right and so miss the points being shown in the event

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Points i see within the network marketing industry that i participated before that is of the MIND and the Self-forgiveness statements

 1. Exploiting people’s DESIRE to Work from Home & ean passive income

2. DESIRE to have a lot of money to live in luxury

‎3. Desire to be a leader

4. Desire to have so many people under me so i can receive passive income through commissions

‎5. Aversion for an 8-5 job

6. Desire to travel & have a vacation & still get passive income while doing it.

 7. Fear of losing money

 8. Desire to train people under me perceiving them separate from me

9. Desire to look and speak like my upline

10. Desire to succeed

 11. Thinking in terms of time rather than me here in every moment

 12. Thinking that the only way to solve a problem about money is by supporting the system first and then assist in establishing equal money for all later when i have enough money to do so

13. ‎Thinking of nothing else but what is easily available for me to get money fast because i have to pay bills

14. Being directed by my need for money

Self-forgiveness Statements :

1. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exploit people’s desire to work from home & earn passive income.

2. I forgive myself that i accepted an allowed myself to have a Desire to earn a lot of money to live in luxury

 ‎3. I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a leader

4. I forgive myself that i accept and allow myself to desire to have so many people under me so i can receive passive income through commissions

5.I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for an 8-5 job

6. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to Desire to travel & have a vacation & still get passive income while doing it.

7. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing money

 8. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to desire to train people under me perceiving them separate from me

9. I forgive myself that i accepted an allowed myself to desire to look & speak like my upline

10. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to Desire to succeed

11. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to think in terms of time rather than realize i am the breath in every moment here

12. I forgive myself th…at i accepted and allowed myself to think that the only way to solve a problem about money is by supporting the system first and then assist in establishing equal money for all later when i have enough money to do so not realizing that i can be part of the system but not of the system

13.  i forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to think of nothing else but what is easily available for me to get money fast because i have to pay bills not realizing that there are so many different ways of solving a money problem

14. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to be directed by my need for money rather than me directing me.

15. I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to not stop so the Self can step forth

More points:

*The emotional tone scale was used to get people to buy. Here’s how we used it, First, we get trained on how to access each emotion (MIND), then we go out and test it on people. When we were proficient in doing this, we used it to sell books…. It worked. We earned money for the company. But, within this is the MIND. Why? Because we exploited people’s minds which is self-manipulation

***SF Statement: I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to be a robot and allowed myself to use the emotions of people to get them to respond to us and buy our product/service not realizing that that is manipulating the mind of others.

* The patters used by sales people is of the mind. ===We were asked to say something out of a patter sheet, the words of which were written by people who work in the sales department of the company driven by the desire to earn money for the company and capitalize on people’s desires & fears and devising a strategy to effectively do that.===

***SF Statement: I forgive myself that i accepted & allowed myself to be a robot and do what management ask us to do as in say something out of a patter sheet – the words of which were written by people who work in the sales department of the company driven by the desire to earn money for the company & which capitalized on people’s desires & fears & devising a strategy to effectively utilize those for them to buy what we sell.

Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself going into a pattern of fear -i stop – i breath

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Self-Corrective Action:

I am self-directive in that when this happens i will breathe through it and direct the energy back to self

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

*People in relationships will not work so hard to get the basic necessities to survive in dignity

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other
Equal rights – women and men have equal rights within a “relationship”
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Check out:
Equal Money for All:
http://www.equalmoney.org
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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:
http://www.desteniiprocess.com
Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166
My Site:
http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com
Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,
818-319-3882

L’s Blog, where he realized the points within this and did self-forgiveness and self-direction. The next day. he called me to say that he is stopping mind participation.

Link:


http://blackwaterpower.blogspot.com/2011/04/walking-as-self-manipulation-and-self.html

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What Happened:

We had a disagreement because we were not in agreement with our equality agreement.
 
How can that happen?
 
When one person within the agreement does something, write something or say something that is not one and equal as the words written in the equality agreement manifesto, the agreement does not stand. The agreement only stands when the 2 people within it stands one and equal as the words within that equality agreement manifesto. The people within the agreement NOT standing one and equal as the words within the agreement manifesto sabotage the agreement. In this way, i realized, that the words in the equality agreement manifesto has to be one and equal as what we stand for in what we say, write and do, otherwise, the agreement does not hold.
 
The WORDS  in the EQUALITY AGREEMENT MANIFESTO becomes a point of stability – when it is one & equal as the words & actions of both participants within the agreement.
 
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Situation: His money is being used to help “others” and is being used to start a multilevel mktng business using the extra money he’s got that could have been used to pay for his course. It made him push aside his original intent – to assist in establishing heaven on earth as in creating a world where life is truly honored – which is what the equality agreement manifesto is all about. So, from my perspective, if he does not stop participating in this and i allow and accept him to do this, i am in the process participating in the mind as i say yes to his participation in the mind.
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Its effect in My Process :
This will be going against my own process of birthing self here. Why? Because within my process i am stopping the mind, and if i allow this, i will be participating in the mind. If i allow this, we will be in an agreement that supports the mind. That is opposite to what we agreed on which is written in the equality agreement, which is to assist each other to create a world where life is truly honored and the mind stopped. This left me with no option but to let go of L in this agreement or in this case “disagreement”. A point on sense of loss came up.  I did self-forgiveness for it. I just did what i had to do which is what is best for all. So, i sent him a message saying i will give him until the next day to see the points within this, to stop, as in, to not be a part of this company, and if i do not hear from him the next day, i will consider the agreement off. The next day, i did my posts alone, a sense of “aloneness” came up again as i enjoyed our combined expression the day before. I did self-forgiveness for that and breathed through that. The evening of the next day, i saw his blog in his page ”Walking in Self Manipulation & Self-Justification”. I looked at it and i saw that he saw the points i saw. I knew he’s going to call me that night – which he did. The agreement is back on.
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Equal Money As The Solution:
The establishment of equal money will remove this problem because the basic necessities of life will be guaranteed. Self-expression will not be sacrificed, rather, supported.
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The points i saw within this:

*not being one and equal as the words in the equality agreement manifesto (MIND)
*fear of being alone and fear of break-ups (MIND)
*compromising what is best for all in favor of self-interest (MIND)
*identification with the body (MIND)

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Stopping the mind using self-forgiveness for all mind participation:

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to not standing one and equal as the words in the equality agreement manifesto
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone and fear of break-ups when someone i have a “relationship” with leaves the “relationship”.
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

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Self-Corrective Staement:
When i see myself going into a pattern of Fear – I stop – I Breath
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Self-Corrective Action:
I pushed through the fear of being alone and fear of  breaking-up by saying “if you do not call me tomorrow, the agreement is off”.
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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH
Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :
Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.
-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.
Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.
-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other
Equal rights
Equal labour – equal opportunity to work
Check out:
Equal Money for All:
http://www.equalmoney.org
===
BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same
ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:
http://www.desteniiprocess.com
Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166
My Site:
http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com
Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,
818-319-3882

 
Today is Leon’s birthday, April 18, 2011. I saw his post in Facebook as i was looking at his page.I stopped celebrating birthdays last year because i realized i am the breath in every moment. I questioned my dentification with the body. I realized it is not real. I announced my decision to not celebrate my birthday and amidst the comments against it, i pushed through it. When i received greetings i kept quiet, smiled, and explained why and where that decision came from. I take that opportunity to explain to them how self-forgiveness for identifying with the body assisted me in realizing that being in an equality agreement with/as Leon is a ”new” reality for me. I had “relationships” from the past where love, desire, passion dominate the stage, but in this equality agreement, it is being self-forgiven as parts of the personality that i have identified as, where the past is being released as the ego  is also being self-forgiven. This allows the self to step forth. Below is a copy of the thread in his Facebook page:
 
Leon’s Post in Facebook – as his Status :
Instead of wishing me a ‘happy birthday’, investigate ‘equal-money’ instead.

Leon 

Why an Equal Money System?
It is our understanding that most of the suffering that is currently being experienced on earth is caused by human beings denying other human beings equal access to living resources. This has probably been going on… since the very beginning.We say money can be used for good — if we understand how it works and then change the rules. Then we can come to a new agreement about how we want to live, where everyone is equally taken into consideration.
 
June
I do not celebrate birthdays so i will not greet you, rather, i will stand one & equal as you as breath here.
 
June
What do we celebrate when we celebrate birthdays?
 
Leon
 The developed memories within/as a person in relation to the relationships that they have had with each other that has formed a ‘relationship-tie’ (bond) of ‘specialness’ associated with that individual.
 
June
Can be a cool blog.
 
Leon
Yeah I was actually gonna do a blog about birthdays.
 
June
So, if we are celebrating the memories we had as personalities with personalities, the question is, are we that personality that we say we are?
 
Leon
Hell naw.
 
June
why do you say that?
 
Leon
Because if I am defined by my personality, then I define myself based on my ‘past constructs’ of/as memories and as limitation.
 
June
What meaning do you give PERSONALITY?
 
Leon
The complex of all the attributes–behavioral, temperamental, emotional and mental–that characterize a unique individual
 
June
so why are those limitations?
 
June
and why is being a unique individual not okay
 
Leon
Because we are programmed to walk as only these attributes.
 
Leon
A unique individual is not okay only if that individual defines themselves within the circumference of their uniqueness which is a form of self-interest.
 
June
 can we transcend all those attributes? If we can, how and why?
 
June
Why is uniqueness a form of self-interest?
 
June
lol, this is so cool
 
Leon
Yes, we are able to transcend those attributes through the deconstruction of self as a ‘personality’ into/as ‘LIFE’ as who we are through self-forgiveness. For example: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me based on my ‘personality’ — living as ‘limitation’ everywhere I go in which I judge others based on their ‘differences’ in personality in relation to my ‘personality’ — instead of living a point where ‘personality’ is no longer the ‘master’ of who I am by ‘deconstructing’ the integrity of what I stand for as a ‘personality’ through self-forgiveness.
 
Leon
Uniqueness can be a form of self-interest if I define myself as a ‘personality’ through/as my ego — only ‘worshipping’ who I am as a ‘personality’ — which is actually the ‘edification’ of limitation which manifests ‘polarity’ / separation in the world.
 
June
fascnating!
 
June
Amazing shit!
 
June
How does self-forgiveness assist as in “deconstruction of self as a ‘personality’ into/as ‘LIFE’ as who we are through self-forgiveness”? Will you explain that and how it relates to many points all of us share as personalities and birthing us here as LIFE?
 
June
When you say LIFE, what do you mean?
 
June
How can we birth ourselves as LIFE when we are already born here? That’s why we have birthdays.
 
June
When i was born as in, I as June as the body is physically born here, that’s me as the personality, okay. What is birthing me here as LIFE?
 
Leon
  amazing

Self-Forgiveness assists in the ‘deconstruction’ of Self as a ‘personality’ because it is similar to untying shoes — releasing the ‘tie’ that Self has supported as Self since the beginning. To birth ourselves as LIFE means that we become ‘…alive’ ‘beyond’ our ‘programming’ nature. It is to live the ‘expression’ of who we really are as ‘equals’ with and as all. Therefore, from a personality standpoint, a birthday happens once a year, but from a self-expression standpoint, a birthday happens in every moment of breath as we ‘birth’ ourselves into/as ‘eternity’.
 
June
fascinating!
 
June
how do we practically birth ourselves as breath , as in, “in every moment of breath as we birth ourselves into/as eternity”?
 
June
When does eternity come in and limitation disappear?
 
June
Enjoying Self-expression as you here as all
 
Leon
 

We take the practical application of stopping the ‘influences’ that support the ‘personality’ to remain a significant part of ones realty through the vehicle of thoughts, feelings and emotions. Breathing is actually a tool to assist man in …directing Self to remain ‘stable’ in every moment by breathing in all points that Self has defines Self as, as the ‘breathing out’ would be the ‘releasing’ of all points of Self that Self has defined Self as — which would be the point of ‘letting go’ of all points that define self as a ‘personality’. It is to simply ‘breathe’ and trust in breath as who we really are ‘behind’ the ‘facet’ of the ‘movements’ within that we participate in as thoughts, feelings and emotions that gives life the personality. Limitation disappears when the ‘personality’ is no longer the ‘directive principle’ of man.
 
June
 
 
June
Equality Agreements work.

 
June
To Self-Realize, Earn Money and Assist Others To Do The Same:
Leon’s ID#154  -  June’s ID#166
 
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Points I saw within birthday celebrations:
*identification with the body
*social programming
*abuse of plants and animals as desire for food
*beliefs about beauty & ugliness
 
Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be programmed by society
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to attend birthday parties where plants and animals are abused in the name of desire for food rather than from the starting point of eating food to survive
i forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to attened parties where i flaunt my personality by dressing to impress and use clothes and shoes and other ornaments which are real and associate it with something that is not real as in my idea/belief about beauty and ugliness
 
Self-Corrective Statements:
When i see myself going into a pattern of Beliefs – i Stop – i Breath
 
Self-Corrective Action
Stop participating in birthday celebrations

My “Relationship” Link:

I Do Not Like To ask him to be in a “relationship with me”


http://juneroca.wordpress.com/2011/04/17/i-do-not-like-to-ask-him-i-am-a-woman/

I just started an equality agreement with L. We are both stopping the mind and birthing Self here.  We are stopping desires, emotions and feelings of love etc. because they are NOT REAL, they are of the MIND. I was talking to him on the phone when we both had this realization , “We are in a relationship” (essentially called an equality agreement), without emotion, nor love for each other. It’s amazing shit”. We never asked each other how old each other is nor how we look. It’s living in a reality that is REAL for the first time in my life. I did not “think” it was possible to even exist without “love” in a “relationship”. Experiencing being in an equality agreement without love, nor feelings, this stuff works when practically lived. We live as the breath in every moment here. We are assisting each other to Birth Self here to assist in creating heaven on earth. That’s strange, but it works.  I had many “normal love based relationships” before this one. Here the connection is NOT mutual love, attraction, admiration and desire for each other nor being near each other but accepting we are one and equal as all life and that we honor life. We are NOT giving each other “specialness” where we separate from all life in self-interest. This is the thing of the “future”.  This WORKS.

Points i saw within this:

*Belief: realtionshps need love, passion and desire to survive, otherwise it will be boring

*Love

*Feelings

*Emotions

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I frogive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that relationships need love emotions and “feelings to exist

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Believe Love is REAL not realizing it is of the MIND and that Life will be fascinatng without the energetic high that one experience in Love.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myelf  to believe Feelings are REAL not realizing they are of the MIND

I forgive myself that i accepted and sllowed myself to believe Emotions are REAL not realizing they are of the MIND.

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Self-Direction:

I am NOT an individual separate from all Life

I am not special

I do not LOVE

I am Love as LIFE

I am the Breath in every moment here

I am here.

I am one and equal as all LIFE

Self-Corrective Statements:

When i see myself going into a pattern of  DESIRE – I STOP participating – I Breath

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Self-Corrective Application:

I got into an equality agreement where there is no “LOVE” for the “other” nor DESIRE for the “other” but “LOVE” as ALL LIFE as we assist in Birthing ourselves here and establish Equality as we create Heaven on Earth where LIFE is truly honored for eternity.

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH

Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :

Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.

-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other

Equal rights

Equal labour – equal opportunity to work

Check out:

Equal Money for All:


http://www.equalmoney.org

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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same

ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:


http://www.desteniiprocess.com

Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166

My Site:


http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com

Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,

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I was born and raised in a country where there are a lot of ”conservative ideas” about “relationships” based on being a “man or a woman”. It’s taboo for a woman to tell a man “i like you” or “i want to have a relationship with you”. 

One day, as i was posting on my FB wall, i decided to post about relationships. I looked at who i can ask, i realized there was one guy, L, who used to assist me in commenting and i saw that his points in his blogs are similar to mine. So,i was commenting on the thread when he got in. I then asked him questions and he answered them quite well, so, i decided i will ask him, but how? When i was about to ask L for an equality agreement, i had a thought, “I do not like to ask him, i am a woman. He should ask me”. I saw the points i can push through if i ask him, so, we exchanged phone numbers and asked him if he ever asked someone for a “relationship”. he said yes, but she was in Germany and he’s in Dallas, Tx. In “other words” the agreement did not push through. So, i asked him if he “wanted” to get into an agreement with me. He said yes, so that’s cool. At that point i really did not know what to “expect” because it’s a little bit different. In an equality agreement, we will not have desires nor love, nor feelings. That is different, but i went ahead anyway. He also lived far from me because he is in Dallas, Tx and i am in Los Angeles. When we were talking on the phone he said he also considered asking me for a “relationship” or agreement but i was in California and he was in Dallas. So, he stopped  himself.

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Points i saw within this:

*Belief:

*I am a woman, a man telling me he likes me is good because it is culturally accepted, but me as a woman telling a man i like him is bad because it is too forward and is not culturally acceptable

*Identification as a woman separate from a man

* mind programming in culture

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I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have a belief that a man telling me he likes me is good because it is culturally accepted but me as a woman telling him i like him is bad because it is too forward and is culturally unacceptable.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify as a woman perceived separate from a man.

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to be mind programmed by culture

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Self-Direction:

I am the Breath in every moment here

I am here.

I am one and equal as all life

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself going into a pattern of Belief – I STOP participating – I Breath

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Self-Corrective Action:

I pushed through this point by asking Leon to be in an equality agreement with me

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH

Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :

Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.

-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other

Equal rights

Equal labour – equal opportunity to work

Check out:

Equal Money for All:

http://www.equalmoney.org

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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same

ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:

http://www.desteniiprocess.com

Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166

My Site:

http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com

Call me for one-on-one tutoring on June’s BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,

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I had “relationships” before but after i got divorced, i stopped seeing anyone for about 2 1/2 years. Then someone asked me for a “relationship”. This guy is less than half “my age”. I was “surprised” because i do not know this guy, but he said he was doing self-forgiveness, and that was what i did too, so i talked to him. He did not have a blog of his birthing self here process so i declined because without that i cannot see a glimpse of who he is in relation to his process. When i was left alone after the chat, i looke at the possibility of  having a “relationship” where i could direct self to ask someone myself. If i do it that way, i can choose. But, i “hesitated” because of the big responsibility involved in a “relationship”.  That’s when a thought came up, “I fear intimacy”.

Points i saw within this:

*identification with the body

*desire for intimacy

*fear of beng alone

*fear of being intimate with someone

*fear of being separated from someone i am in a “relationship with”

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I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to desire intimacy

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being intimate with someone

I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to fear being separated from someone i am in a relationship with

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Self-Direction:

I am the breath in every moment here

i am here.

I am one and equal as all life

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Self-Corrective Statements:

When i see myself going into a pattern of FEAR – I Stop participating- I Breath

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Self-Corrective Application:

I went ahead and got into an equality agreement (pushing through the fear) with Leon.

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH

Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :

Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.

-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other

Equal rights

Equal labour – equal opportunity to work

Check out:

Equal Money for All:

http://www.equalmoney.org

===

BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same

ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:

http://www.desteniiprocess.com

Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166

My Site:

http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com

Call me for one-on-one tutoring on BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,

818-319-3882

“Obesity is so revered among Mauritania’s white Moor Arab population that the young girls are sometimes force-fed to obtain a weight the government has described as “life-threatening”.

“… The treatment has its roots in fat being seen as a sign of wealth – if a girl was thin she was considered poor, and would not be respected. “

“…Some girls have asked me whether they should get fat or stay thin. I tell them if you want to find a man, a European or a Mauritanian, stay thin, it’s better for you. But some blokes still like them fat.”

-Comment about Inequality:

The inequality here lies in the unequal distribution of MONEY between men and women in the current system. The establishment of Equal Money - will stop this inequality. Equality between men and women in society restored, we will have equal power and equal rights. Given all that and equal oppurtunity for work, we will be stopping the ego/personality, feelings and emotions associated with the polarity equaltion in having more money and/or less money. This is what is best for all. Having equality & working for what’s best for all, we will create “heaven on earth”.

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Mauritania’s Wife Fattening Farm

Link:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/3429903.stm

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Points I saw within this:

*Identification with the BODY (MIND)

*Identification as a woman separate from a man (MIND)

*DESIRE for a RELATONSHIP (MIND)

*FEAR of being alone

*BELIEF PATTERN: (MIND)
>I am the body
> I am a WOMAN (defined by having a reproductive organ that is different from a man’s)
> to “feel complete” (man and woman in a relationship is complete), I need to have a RELATIONSHIP with a MAN who has MONEY
> i have to be “fat/thin” because “RICH” MEN want “fat” WOMEN/”thin” women
> I will be forced fed to be “fat/ starve” myself to be thin
> I will have a relationship and have money
>I feel good

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Taking self-responsibility by doing self-forgiveness (as all LIFE) for everything of the MIND: STOPPING the MIND, the SELF STEPS FORTH:

*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the BODY
*I forgive myself that i accepted an allowed myself to identify as a woman separate from a man
*I forgive myself that i accepted an allowed myself to FEAR being alone
an be intimate with me as SELF.
*I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to have a BELIEF that runs “like” this:”
>I am the body
> I am a WOMAN (defined by having a reproductive organ that is different from a man’s)
> to “feel complete” (man and woman in a relationship is complete), I need to have a RELATIONSHIP with a MAN who has MONEY
> i have to be “fat/thin” because “RICH” MEN want “fat” WOMEN/”thin” women
> I will be forced fed to be “fat/ starve” myself to be thin
> I will have a relationship and have money
>I feel good

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Self-Direction
I am one and equal as all life
I am the BREATH in every moment here
I am here
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Self-Corrective Statement:
When i see myself going into a pattern of BELIEF – I STOP participating – I BREATH
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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH

Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :

Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death.

-Women will have equal money as men so the need to marry a rich man to be able to live in dignity will not exist anymore.

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another.

-Women and men have the same power as they have equal amounts of money. They will not take advantage of each other

Equal rights

Equal labour – equal opportunity to work

Check out:

Equal Money for All:

http://www.equalmoney.org

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BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same

ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:

http://www.desteniiprocess.com

Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166

My Site:

http://www.thegoldenage.ning.com

Call me for one-on-one tutoring on BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA,

818-319-3882

I was watching the tv show Dancing with the Stars and one of the guys, caught my attention as he was dancing, he smiled and moved just like the way i remembered i get “attracted” to men before. I had a thought, “I like the way he smiles, the way he moves”, then i had a slight movement within.

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Self-Honesty:

The Points I Saw Within This:

*Identification with the body (MIND)

*Identification as a woman separate from a man (MIND)

*Associating body movement and expression with a BELIEF (MIND)

  1.

Belief about who i am as a woman (MIND)

“I” = body = woman (defined by differences in reproductive organs) = my body image/look/presentation/actions/movements

My Belief about the “opposite sex” (MIND)

He as his “I”= his body (based on differences in reproductive organs)= man= his body image/look/presentation/actions/movements

2.

Belief About Body look/image/presentation/actions/movements (MIND)

“naughty look” + dancing = hot & sexy = attraction = sex

*Association with a FEELING (MIND)

“naughty look” + dancing = hot & sexy = attraction = sex = FEELING GOOD

*DESIRE for a relationship

1. Belief:

“I” = body (defined by reproductive organ) = woman separate from a man = needs a man to complete myself = desire for a relationship

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Taking self-responsibility by doing self-forgiveness for everything of the mind: STOPPING the MIND, the SELF steps FORTH:

**I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to identify with the body

**I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself  to identify as a woman separate from a man

**I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to associate body movement and expression which is REAL to a BELIEF which is NOT REAL, as in

Belief#1

Belief about who i am as a woman (MIND)

“I” = body = woman (defined by differences in reproductive organs) = my body image/look/presentation/actions/movements

My Belief about the “opposite sex” (MIND)

He as his “I”= his body (based on differences in reproductive organs)= man= his body image/look/presentation/actions/movements

Belief#2

Belief About Body look/image/presentation/actions/movements (MIND)

“naughty look” + dancing = hot & sexy = attraction = sex

**I forgive myself that i accepte and allowed myself to associate BODY MOVEMENTS /EXPRESSIONS which are REAL to a FEELING which is NOT REAL, as in

Eyes looking at me and lips slightly bitten =”naughty look” + dancing = hot & sexy = attraction = sex = FEELING GOOD

**I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to Desire a relationship with a man based on a BELIEF

“I” = body (defined by reproductive organ) = woman separate from a man = needs a man to complete myself = desire for a relationship

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Self-Direction:

I am the BREATH in every moment

I am here

I am one and equal as all life

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Self-Corrective Statement:

When i see myself going into a pattern of Desire and Belief – I STOP participating- I  BREATH 

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CREATING HEAVEN on EARTH

Taking self-responsibility for/as everyone by assisting in establishing :

Equal money for All -giving each one access to the basic necessities to survive to live in Dignity -by giving each one equal amount of money from birth to death

Equal power so no one will take advantage of another

Equal rights

Equal labour – equal opportunity to work

Check out:

Equal Money for All: 

www.equalmoney.org

===

BE A LIFE COACH: Self Realize, Earn money & Assist “others” to do the same

ENROLL to LEARN MORE about SELF-FORGIVENESS & STOPPING the MIND:

www.desteniiprocess.com

Do Not Forget to Give My ID# 166

My Site:

www.thegoldenage.ning.com

Call me for one-on-one tutoring on BREATH ORGASM in Los Angeles, CA, 

818-319-3882